 | Book 15 Chapter 36
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| 1 | janamejaya uvāca
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| 1 | vanavāsaṃ gate vipra dhṛtarāṣṭre mahīpatau
sabhārye nṛpaśārdūle vadhvā kuntyā samanvite
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| 2 | vidure cāpi saṃsiddhe dharmarājaṃ vyapāśrite
vasatsu pāṇḍuputreṣu sarveṣv āśramamaṇḍale
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| 3 | yat tad āścaryam iti vai kariṣyāmīty uvāca ha
vyāsaḥ paramatejasvī maharṣis tad vadasva me
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| 4 | vanavāse ca kauravyaḥ kiyantaṃ kālam acyutaḥ
yudhiṣṭhiro narapatir nyavasat sajano dvija
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| 5 | kimāhārāś ca te tatra sasainyā nyavasan prabho
sāntaḥpurā mahātmāna iti tad brūhi me 'nagha
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| 6 | vaiśaṃpāyana uvāca
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| 6 | te 'nujñātās tadā rājan kururājena pāṇḍavāḥ
vividhāny annapānāni viśrāmyānubhavanti te
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| 7 | māsam ekaṃ vijahrus te sasainyāntaḥpurā vane
atha tatrāgamad vyāso yathoktaṃ te mayānagha
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| 8 | tathā tu teṣāṃ sarveṣāṃ kathābhir nṛpasaṃnidhau
vyāsam anvāsatāṃ rājann ājagmur munayo 'pare
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| 9 | nāradaḥ parvataś caiva devalaś ca mahātapāḥ
viśvāvasus tumburuś ca citrasenaś ca bhārata
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| 10 | teṣām api yathānyāyaṃ pūjāṃ cakre mahāmanāḥ
dhṛtarāṣṭrābhyanujñātaḥ kururājo yudhiṣṭhiraḥ
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| 11 | niṣedus te tataḥ sarve pūjāṃ prāpya yudhiṣṭhirāt
āsaneṣv atha puṇyeṣu barhiṣkeṣu vareṣu ca
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| 12 | teṣu tatropaviṣṭeṣu sa tu rājā mahāmatiḥ
pāṇḍuputraiḥ parivṛto niṣasāda kurūdvahaḥ
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| 13 | gāndhārī caiva kuntī ca draupadī sātvatī tathā
striyaś cānyās tathānyābhiḥ sahopaviviśus tataḥ
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| 14 | teṣāṃ tatra kathā divyā dharmiṣṭhāś cābhavan nṛpa
ṛṣīṇāṃ ca purāṇānāṃ devāsuravimiśritāḥ
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| 15 | tataḥ kathānte vyāsas taṃ prajñācakṣuṣam īśvaram
provāca vadatāṃ śreṣṭhaḥ punar eva sa tad vacaḥ
prīyamāṇo mahātejāḥ sarvavedavidāṃ varaḥ
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| 16 | viditaṃ mama rājendra yat te hṛdi vivakṣitam
dahyamānasya śokena tava putrakṛtena vai
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| 17 | gāndhāryāś caiva yad duḥkhaṃ hṛdi tiṣṭhati pārthiva
kuntyāś ca yan mahārāja draupadyāś ca hṛdi sthitam
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| 18 | yac ca dhārayate tīvraṃ duḥkhaṃ putravināśajam
subhadrā kṛṣṇabhaginī tac cāpi viditaṃ mama
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| 19 | śrutvā samāgamam imaṃ sarveṣāṃ vas tato nṛpa
saṃśayacchedanāyāhaṃ prāptaḥ kauravanandana
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| 20 | ime ca devagandharvāḥ sarve caiva maharṣayaḥ
paśyantu tapaso vīryam adya me cirasaṃbhṛtam
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| 21 | tad ucyatāṃ mahābāho kaṃ kāmaṃ pradiśāmi te
pravaṇo 'smi varaṃ dātuṃ paśya me tapaso balam
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| 22 | evam uktaḥ sa rājendro vyāsenāmitabuddhinā
muhūrtam iva saṃcintya vacanāyopacakrame
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| 23 | dhanyo 'smy anugṛhīto 'smi saphalaṃ jīvitaṃ ca me
yan me samāgamo 'dyeha bhavadbhiḥ saha sādhubhiḥ
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| 24 | adya cāpy avagacchāmi gatim iṣṭām ihātmanaḥ
bhavadbhir brahmakalpair yat sameto 'haṃ tapodhanāḥ
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| 25 | darśanād eva bhavatāṃ pūto 'haṃ nātra saṃśayaḥ
vidyate na bhayaṃ cāpi paralokān mamānaghāḥ
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| 26 | kiṃ tu tasya sudurbuddher mandasyāpanayair bhṛśam
dūyate me mano nityaṃ smarataḥ putragṛddhinaḥ
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| 27 | apāpāḥ pāṇḍavā yena nikṛtāḥ pāpabuddhinā
ghātitā pṛthivī ceyaṃ sahasā sanaradvipā
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| 28 | rājānaś ca mahātmāno nānājanapadeśvarāḥ
āgamya mama putrārthe sarve mṛtyuvaśaṃ gatāḥ
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| 29 | ye te putrāṃś ca dārāś ca prāṇāṃś ca manasaḥ priyān
parityajya gatāḥ śūrāḥ pretarājaniveśanam
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| 30 | kā nu teṣāṃ gatir brahman mitrārthe ye hatā mṛdhe
tathaiva putrapautrāṇāṃ mama ye nihatā yudhi
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| 31 | dūyate me mano 'bhīkṣṇaṃ ghātayitvā mahābalam
bhīṣmaṃ śāṃtanavaṃ vṛddhaṃ droṇaṃ ca dvijasattamam
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| 32 | mama putreṇa mūḍhena pāpena suhṛdadviṣā
kṣayaṃ nītaṃ kulaṃ dīptaṃ pṛthivīrājyam icchatā
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| 33 | etat sarvam anusmṛtya dahyamāno divāniśam
na śāntim adhigacchāmi duḥkhaśokasamāhataḥ
iti me cintayānasya pitaḥ śarma na vidyate
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