Project Madurai Copyright (c) 2001 all Rights Reserved Tamil Works of Contemporary Sri Lankan authors - viii kanavin meethi... a collection of Poems by K.P. Aravindan 旼컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴커 � THIS TEXT FILE IS FOR REFERENCE PURPOSES ONLY! � � COPYRIGHT AND TERMS OF USAGE AS FOR SOURCE FILE. � � � � Text converted to Classical Sanskrit Extended � � (CSX) encoding: � � � � description character = ASCII � � � � long a � 224 � � long A � 226 � � long i � 227 � � long I � 228 � � long u � 229 � � long U � 230 � � vocalic r � 231 � � vocalic R � 232 � � long vocalic r � 233 � � vocalic l � 235 � � long vocalic l � 237 � � velar n � 239 � � velar N � 240 � � palatal n � 164 � � palatal N � 165 � � retroflex t � 241 � � retroflex T � 242 � � retroflex d � 243 � � retroflex D � 244 � � retroflex n � 245 � � retroflex N � 246 � � palatal s � 247 � � palatal S � 248 � � retroflex s � 249 � � retroflex S � 250 � � anusvara � 252 � � anusvara (overdot) � 167 � � capital anusvara � 253 � � visarga � 254 � � (capital visarga 255) � � long e � 185 � � long o � 186 � � � � additional: � � l underbar � 215 � � r underbar � 159 � � n underbar � 173 � � k underbar � 201 � � t underbar � 194 � � � � Other characters of the CSX encoding table are � � not included. Accents have been dropped in order � � to facilitate word search. � 읕컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴켸 ka춁vi� m�ti. . . (oru kavitaittokuppu) �ciriyar : ki. pi. aravinta� Etext Preparation : Mr. Rathina Iyer Padmanabha Iyer, London, UK, Dr. N. Kannan, Kiel, Germany and Mr. Ramanitharan Kandiah, New Orleans, USA Proof-reading: Ms. Geetha Ramaswami, Singapore Web version: K. Kalyanasundaram, Lausanne, Switzerland Source acknowledgements: KaNaViN MEEDHi by Ki. Pi. Aravindan, Ponni, 29 Kannagi Street, Madipakkam, Chennai 600 091, Tamilnadu, India (c) Project Madurai 1997-2001 Project Madurai is an open, voluntary, worldwide initiative devoted to preparation of electronic texts of tamil literary works and to distribute them free on the internet. Details of Project Madurai are available at the website http://www.tamil.net/projectmadurai You are welcome to freely distribute this file, provided this header page is kept intact. ka춁vi� m�ti. . . (oru kavitaittokuppu) ki. pi. aravinta� aravinta춊� mupparim性am ka�al t性�iyirunt�lum cari, ka椿a�ka� t性�iyirunt�lum cari, aravinta� karampa윜i karuttup paya�am ceyvatai y�r�lum pirikka mu�iy�tu e춑ata웛u 'ka춁vi� m�ti' n�l ve�iy蜃� c惜웫. u�avar ku�iyil pi웏nta e�춁i va웫maittuyar 葉�ip pa�aittatu. anta k�lattil ta쨇aiyil a웙vu웫v벼 p퉟untu 튋웙vi�a ara�amu웫val ce�춁iyil 튋웫kko椿�r. 튋웫k ko椿a ara�amu웫val cuntar e춁 a웙yappa葺a ki.pi. aravinta춊�am oppa�aitt�r. mira�a vaitta ce�춁iyaip paricciyappa�uttiyavar pa�akkappa�uttiyavar aravinta� t惜. itu na�antatu 1979�m 性�u. app틊u to�akkam i췃uvarai u웏vu a잀ta na�pu va葺atti� neru�kiya contakk�rar aravinta�. aravinta�비u or� m葉iyil u웏�kiyirukki읃m. u웏kkama윜u pala iravuka�il p퉏iyirukki읃m. app틊u p�rtta aravinta춊liruntu 85�m 性�il tami�akattil cu윜i cu윜i vantu co웤o�iv�윜iya aravinta� �윜al mikunta p퉏c贍ar�ka uyarntu ni췃�r. itai n惜 etirp�rkkavillai. appa�iy� n惜 viyantu ni췃묶. entap p퉏cilum oru viv�tat t�yai m嚴�ivi�uki췃a vallamai pe윜a aravinta� '99ka�il ne쨇ai ulukkuki췃a kavipu춁iyum kavi쨅��ka nimirntu ni웛i잀r. amaippaik ka葺uki췃a amaipp贍a�, 湜a vi�utalaiyai mu�춅�ukki췃a valimaimikka piracc�raka�, pulampeyarntu ayaln葉�il v饍ump틊um 't�yakap pirivai' e黜iy뱄kum kavi쨅� �kiya m耶웫 nilaika�ilum neru�kip pa�akuki췃a v�yppuk ki�aittataip perump튋�kak karutuki읂�. tami�akattil aravinta춊� kavima춁taik ka椿u ko椿avarka�il k�.em.v뱝uk틄�l mukkiyam惜avar. patippakap pa�iyil e�춁i �kkappa�uttuvatil mu춁ivar ir�.i�avaracu, mu춁ivar cupa.v�rap性�iya�, mu춁ivar p�ratiputtira�, 'nilava�am' ka.cantirac퉗ara� �kiy틆 ku웙ppi�attakkavarka�. 'nanta�' ita�il pa�iy�윜a v�ypput tantu patippup pa�iyil �rvappa�utti va�artte�ukkum tantai periy�r tami�icai ma췃at talaivar tiru.n�.aru鎚calam avarka�ai ma웏kkaviyal�tu. ivarka� a춁ivarukkum na췃i. ka춁vi� m�ti kavitait tokuppu ve�iyi�a v�ypput tanta aravinta춙kkum, aravinta춊� na�pu va葺atti춁rukkum na췃i. vaika웏i u應u웏i ulaka ilakkiya v�ca� katavuka�ait ta葺um ......7 湜attut tami� ilakkiyam uyiro�iyum 튰ai .......13 e췃e췃um a춑u�a� ......17 1. pa�i .......23 2. i웏kkam .......25 3. ticaika� .......26 4. t�turaikkum paruvam .......28 5. ma�ai .......30 6. a�akiyal .......32 7. n惜 .......34 8. a웙tal .......35 10. camanilai .......37 11. tarippu .......39 9. vakuppu .......40 13. col...y�r�ka irukkal�m n惜? .......41 14. vayal .......45 15. pa웏vaiyum p葉alum�y .......46 12. iruppu .......49 16. cu�al .......50 17. k性�mal p틍틆 pa윜i .......52 18. var�tu p틐i윜u k性 .......54 19. vilakum tolaivil .......57 20. va�arum ka��kka� tuyil�ta n惜 .......59 21. tantaiyum ku�antaiyum .......63 22. n�laka mu췃ilil .......66 23. aticayam va�arum .......70 24. k비ai .......72 25. matiyam .......76 26. ka춁vi� m�ti .......79 27. mu�aipp�y .......83 28. varum va�iyil .......85 29. a�aippu .......88 30. mo�ivuka� .......90 31. nelliyum utirum ka춊ka�um .......93 =========================== ve�in葉�uk ka춁vuka�u�a� pu웏ppa葺u paya�a mukavarka�i� va�ik葉�alil ellaika� ka�akkum muya웒iyil tammuyir i�anta t붓ar mak벋 e춁 a웙yappa葺a akkaraippa윜u vin�yakam�rttikkum e� iratta u웏vi춁춙m t붓a춙m惜a mukil e춁 a웙yappa葺a cilv퉠�ar a춓a� mukilukkum ivar p벼읂 utirntu p벼a a춁ivarkkum.... =========================== ulaka ilakkiya v�ca� katavuka�ait ta葺um 湜attut tami� ilakkiyam ki.pi.aravinta� kavitaika�u�a�.... 틆 贍nilait tula�kal (a Personal response) i kaippa�akkattil 'aravinta� kavitaika�ai v�cikkum po�utu' e췃u talaiya�kattai e�utivi�uv묶� e췃a payam. ippo�utell�m v�cittal; cuvaittal e췃a patappiray�'ka�ka� vimarca춁ttiliruntu vi�upa葺u "p葉att비u 嚴葉utal" (interacting with the next) e춑atu va�akk�ki vi葺atu. atil 틆a�avu niy�yam irukkatt惜 ceyki웏tu. p葉am v�cippil퉧� p�ra�appa�uki웏tu. ata춙�aiya uyir �yu� ell�m� v�cippilt惜 ta�kiyu應a춁. tami�ukku itu putitum alla. u�maiyil uraika� e춑avai v�cippuka鍮. (parim퉘a�akari� tirukku웏� v�cippu - nacci��rkki춊yari� pattupp葉�u v�cippu - periya v�cc惜 pi應aiyi� p�cura v�cippu) i췃aiya 嚴葉�attilu應a cikkal �kkiy벼 mukkiyam pe웫vatillai e춌i잀rka�. e춁tu caka tami�p p퉟�ciriyarka� palarukku itu putit�ka irukkal�m. "pulavar etaik k�웫ki잀r eppa�ik k�웫ki잀r atilu應a ci웏ppuka� y�vai" e췃u nayamp퉏um v�ypp葉u ippo�utu atikam illai. iva윜aik k�웫vata웛uk k�ra�am ki.pi.aravinta춁i maiyappa�utti m�ttiram aravinta� kavitaika�ai matippi葺uvi�a mu�iy�tu e춑atut惜. atu u�maiy�. 惜�l ata웛�ka '�ciriyar i웏ntuvi葺�r' e췃u colla v뱝�iyatillai.�ciriyarum v�cakarum cantippatut惜 mukkiyam. i췃aiya ka葺avi�ppu muya웒ika�ell�m intac cantippukk惜a p�taika�t惜. camaskirutak kalai vimarca춁ttil 'cahrutaya' e췃a oru k비p葉u u椿u. at�vatu iruvarum or� ma춁tti춁r �kutal. (ca+hrutaya) appo�utut惜 "iruvarum m�웙p pukku itayam eyta" mu�iyum. ki.pi. aravinta� kavitaika�ai v�cikkum po�utu n惜 e�춁i v�cikki읂�. akatiy�ka iruppata웛u mail tolaivu avaciyamillai ira椿u mailka鍮 p틊um. pa�akkappa葺a, pariccayappa葺a ma춊tarka�aiyum poru�ka�aiyum ma黜aiyum v惜attaiyum ku�ita黜�raiyum k틐ilaiyum i�akka v뱝�i n퉟i�um po�utu, i�antu ata춑i� to�arntu v饍utal v뱝�um e췃a ni춁ippil to�i웤a�uki웏 po�utu akati uruv�ki잀�/�. ivaiyell�m n惜 colla virumpupavai. e�춊�am kavittuvam iruppi�. ki.pi. aravinta춊� kavitaika� 湜attu va�apulatti� intak k�laka葺atti� cam�ka a춙pava�ka�ukk惜a ma웏kkamu�iy�ta kavitaip patikai �kiyu應a춁. ii inta kavitaika� ki�a웫m c튻am ta�ikka mu�iy�tavaiy�kap pa�uki췃a춁. aravinta춊� tuyaram e�ka�i� tuyaram�ki웏tu. itu evv�웫 nika�ki웏tu allatu nika�ttappa�uki웏tu e춑atut惜 mukkiyam惜a vi��. mutalil mukkiyappa�uvatu intak kavitaika� t틹웫vikkum c튻a, 퉗kac c養amaiv�. entak kavitaiyai e�uttukko椿�lum anta, tolaintup벼a, ta춊ttup p벼a 퉗kam na춌u teriki웏tu. kavitaika�i� 嚴� varuki췃a pa�ima�ka乙l itu c�ttiyam�ki웏tu kavitaiyi� �rampattil퉧� aravinta� anta u�arvuc c養alaip pa�ampi�ittu vi�uki잀r. "pi�ikkap pi�ikka ca웫kkuki췃atu 튋iya i�attil�yi춙m i웏�kal�me췃�l va�ukkic celki웏tu carivu. 튋iya i�am etu...?" (i웏kkam) "nakaram ku웏椿ipp틐 erivi�akkum na춁intapa�i o�iyu웙쨇um puk�ril" (ma�ai) "p퉏al�m� v뱝焌m�? nilai ko應�t�m tar�cumu�" (vilakum tolaivil) (m퉘� u應a kavitai varika�i� ovvoru collilum u應a ma춁ppa�ima�ka�ai u�v涉kik ko應at tava웏kk嚴�tu.) akati v饍kkaiyi� c튻am ticaiyi�anta nilaiyil� k性appa�uki웏tu. n涉ka� ticaiyi�antu ni웛i읃m. "ticaika�" e췃a kavitaiyil itu mu춁ippu�a� e�uttuk k�웏ppa�uki웏tu. ma춊tar m�ttiramalla ilaika�, ta�irka�, ko�untuka�umt惜. "k嚴av� ottip pa웙pa葺a paccai ilaika� ta�irka� ko�untuka�... etu enta maratti춁tu...? a應u椿avai a웙yum�' e윜u椿a tam nilaipa윜i...! (a웙tal) akati v饍kkai 튋pa�uttum inta a��tait ta춎ai, i�appunilai v饍kkaiyi� ovvoruka�a�ka�ilum teriya vantuvi�uki웏tu. "k비ai" kavitaiyil itu ve�ippa�uki췃a mu웏imai e�ka�aiyum ki.pi. aravinta춁iyum o췃�kki vi�uki웏tu. pa�ima�ka� ni웏inta ne쨇ak ki�a웏l비u to�a�kum kavitaika� mu�iyum mu웏imaiyil (mu�ikkappa�um mu웏imaiyil) c튻am, iyal�mai, kaiya웫nilai �kiya춁 pa윜iya kavittuva ma춁nilai ti蠢r mu�ivukkuk ko椿uvarappa�uki웏tu, allatu pa�ippa�iy� kumi�ika� ki�ampa i웏kkivi�appa�uvataip p벼웏 oru u�arvu 튋pa�uki웏tu. ku웫�kavitaiyi� oru iyalpu itu. collukkum app�l惜a oru nicaptam惜a oru cinta춁ik k�윜u allatu c튻a �l�pa춁i ata웛u� tokki ni웛um. ki.pi. aravinta� kavitaika�ukku itu iyalp惜a pa�p�ki웏tu. n�m aravinta� 嚴�ka ki�appikko�ki웏 mukkiyam惜a mutal cuyacikkal, a�aiy贍am pa윜iyat�kum. a�aiy贍am e춑atum oruvakaip pirivu u�arvut惜. atuv�ka ata�비u ata웛u� irukkaiyil a�aiy贍a�ka� t퉣aippa�uvatillai. atiliruntu piriki웏po�utut惜 atu t퉣aippa�uki웏tu. cellum t�ram k嚴akk嚴a ata웛惜a t퉣aiyum k嚴ikko椿� p튻i웏tu. atuk嚴a ma윜avarka�u�aiya t퉣aikkum p�rkka n�m y�re췃a namatu t퉣aikk� mukkiyam�ki웏tu. inta a�aiy贍at t뱉ali� parim性a m�윜a�ka�ai "col y�r�ka irukkal�m n惜?" e췃a ca윜u n辰�a kavitai mikattulliyam�kak ko椿u varuki웏tu. c�ti, i춁m, n葉u e춑ava윜ukku app�l� p틐 ni웏m mukkiyam�ki웏tu. "i춊yum e�춁 colv묶 i웫tic collum e춁kkillai e춙mp틊u.... artta�ka� m�웙pp벼a co웛a�um nampikkai tar�tap틊u �tal�l tayai ceytu e�춁i nerukk�t� vataikk�t�.... n� y�re춁c col e춁kk뱉�u.... itu oru mukkiya ka葺am. 湜attut tami� akati e춌i췃a nilaiyiliruntu app�l� p틐 oru carvat퉏iyatti웛uc celluki췃a ta춎ai itil k性appa�uki웏tu. 湜attu akati v饍kkaiyi� pirak쨅inilai i�춐ru ta�atti웛u m�웫ki웏tu. ita춁i ma윜aiya kavi쨅rka�um p퉏iyu應a춁r. 惜�l intat tu춑a�ka�ukku app�l u應a, iva윜i� k�l惜a carvat퉏a mutal贍ittuvam aravinta� kaikku� pi�ipa葺u vi�uki웏tu. "aticayam va�arum" e춙m kavitaiyil aravinta� anta u�maiyaic cikke춁p pi�ittuk ko�ki잀r. 湜attut tami�k kavitai pirak쨅i p�rvam�ka carvat퉏iyatti웛uc celki웏tu. ivv�웫 inta akati ulakappotu �ka �ka, ava� ta�춙� t惜� t惜� o�intuko應uki웏, ta�춙�t惜� akavayatt惜�ki췃a, t惜 t惜�ka ill�tu p튻i췃a oru ma춁nilaiyum vantu vi�uki웏tu. "tantaiyum ku�antaiyum" e춌i웏 kavitai intak k밸viyai mikunta va춎aiy비u patiki웏tu. 'ka춁vi� m�ti'yilum itu teriki웏tu. intac cuya u�v涉kal비u y饍pp性atti� ni춁ivuka� i�aiki췃a춁. iva춙�aiya �윜�maika�ell�m antak ku�antaiyi� mu��� visvar�pame�ukki췃a춁. yun�lakamu췃ilil orum�lairu e�춙m kavitaiyil intat ta춊mai mikat tulliyam�kat teriki웏tu. "vi�untum ki�antum p틊aiyil pura椿um talainimirtta m葉焌mal ulakam ve웫ttum ta�춙� curu椿um e춁kkoru p葉ali췃i" ta�춙�aiya nirkkatiyaip pulappa�uttuvata웛u aravinta� kaiyil ku�antai a웤utam惜a p�ttiram�ka m튋ki�ampuki웏tu. antak ku�antaiyi� vi��kka�u� e�ka� varal�읂 tokkik ki�akki웏tu. ki.pi. aravinta춊� co웛aiy贍ukai pa윜iya oru ku웙ppu avaciyam. t惜 va�ipa�um i웏iva춁i u�arccip p�rvam�kak ku웙ppata웛u "colpatam ka�anta c틊i" e췃u k�웫var. co웛a乙l ki�appap pe윜u, 惜�l ata� pi�춁r co웛a�ukku� ko椿uvara mu�iy�ta oru u�arvunilai/cinta춁inilai u椿u. putukkavitaiyi� col intat ta춎aiyatu. canta niyama�ka�ukku app�l惜a oru layattai, layippai ittakaiya kavitaika� 튋pa�uttum. ki.pi.aravinta춊� kavitaika�il collukku� varamu�iy�ta u�arv튰ai kaippi�iy�kak ko椿u varappa�uki웏tu. "k�윜u ko�arum im mo�ik karaicali춙� viravikki�akkum c튻ap pakirvu m틊al kur틊am e應al ika�cci ka�ainta tuyaram pi�aiyappa葺a ka葺umarame춁 m俺kil ku�al ka葺u va�ikkum icain�tattil mitakki췃atu cevvintiyar p葉�u m俺kil p퉏app퉏a t튽m밸am ko葺ak ko葺a m�ccu mu葺uki췃atu tuyaram u�aiki췃atu" (n�laka mu췃ilil oru m�lai) ma�틊armava�am mikka ca�k�ta vitv惜i� r�ka �l�pa춁iyi� uccanilaiyil varum tampur� curutiyu�a�惜a nicaptam p튽 intac co웛a� anta a춙pavam terintava춁i m퉘� m퉘� ko椿u cellum. (튋ka춁v� t�rm惜ikkappa焌ta layam putukkavitaiyi� periya �sti) iii ki.pi. aravinta춙kku m�ttiram nalla oru mo�ipeyarpp贍ar ki�aipp�r퉧惜�l avaru�aiya v�cakar va葺am niccayam viriyum. oru n葉�il v饍uki췃a oru i춁ttilu應a oru akatiyi� avalattai i춁tti� avalam�ka, n葉�i� avalam�ka, ulaki� avalam�kak k葉�uki췃a ti웏mai aravinta춙kkuk kaivantu應a-te췃� karutuki췃묶. 湜attut tami� ilakkiyam ulaka ilakkiya v�ca웛atavuka�ait ta葺at to�a�kiyu應atu. 'ka춁vi� m�ti' oru nalla kavitait tokuppu. e�ka� a�maikk�la varal�윜u a춙pava�ka�ukk惜a ut�ra�am. cam�ka a춙pava�ka� 饍a, akalam�ki k湜n튻kic ce췃u uyirkkulaiyaip pi�ikkum po�utu ma웏kkamu�iy�ta kalai ilakkiya�ka� t벼웫m. itu ulakap potuviti. 惜�l ita웛u n�m ko�ukkum vilai...? 'p�rt' etaiyum colla葺um, nalla kavi쨅rka� e췃um v饍v�rka�. 5.6.99 k�rttik퉏u civattampi varukai taru p퉟�ciriyar, ulakattami� �r�ycci ni웫va춁m, tarama�i, ce�춁i. uyiro�iyum 튰ai ittokuppi� a춁ittuk kavitaika�aiyum pa�ittu mu�ittapi� e�uki췃a u�arvunilai kalavaiy惜atu. atil tuyaratti� a�uttamum c耶yatti� ve웫maiyum etirppi� takippum kalantu應a vikitattaip piritta웙ya mu�iyavillai. kaipicaintuko椿u, utirum ka黜�raiyum tu�aikka ma웏ntuvi�att惜n퉟uki웏tu. � � � oru kavitai : 'va�arum ka��kka�, tuyil�ta n惜'. ira椿u ka��kka�aik k葉cippa�uttuki웏tu ikkavitai. "i웏ntu pa�um c�riya� alaiya�a�kum tolaika�alil ve�i웙varum 饍n�lam.... karai nakkum nuraiyi� nu춊yil kuruti kurutikku� turuttum mulaikk�mpu mitakkum tu�uppaip pa윜iya p�tikkai erinta p�ymaratta椿il karukiya mayir- ka�al�tip parunta mu椿attil va�iyum 耶am... ko葺ikki�akkum ka�avu�ari� ka�ka�.. akavaya et�rttav�tam (Surrealism) e췃a�aikkappe웫m p性iyil惜a ikkavitaiyai m퉘ain葉�u 틍iya�ka�il ni웏iyak k性a mu�iyum. mutal ulakapp틆i� vi�aiv�y u�aintu cita웙ya camuka amaippum urukkulainta u웏vuka�um vi�aivitta nampikkai i�appum accamum viraktiyum 튋pa�uttiya ma춁 u�aiccal�l ka춁vuka� i춊maiya윜um paya�karam�yum irunta춁. "n惜 e� k�la�ika�aik kavvum carppa�ka�ai i�uttukko椿u...." e춁 e�uti��r pautal퉟 (Baudelaire) i췃u 20�m n�윜性�aik ka�akkum tami�c camut�yattu� ikkavitaiyi� varavu eppa�i n퉟ntatu? intak ka춁vukk葉ciyi� co웛a�i�ai paya�am ceyt�l itu 퉡� oru ta춊ma춊ta춊� ma춁ppir�ntiyalla e춑atai vi�a�kik ko應a mu�iki웏tu. astamikkum c�riya�, ka�ali� 饍n�lam, iraiyum alai, p�tik kai, parutta mu椿am... ivaiya춁ittum na춁vu ma춁tiliruntu na춁vilikku� na�uvipp틐 putaintu ki�appa춁vallav�? elumpukku� accattaic ceruki na�u�kac ceyta vik�rak k葉cika�i� ve�ipp葉uka�allav�? ittakaiya ma춁tait t涉kik ko椿irukki췃a oruva� t俺kivi�a mu�iyum�? iravell�m pura椿u ka�aittu, eriki췃a vi�ika類�u pa�ukkaiyil amarntu ara椿u ve웙kkum n贍 o췃� o췃�ka iruntuvi�a iyalum�? namm�l p�rtta웙ntu vi�amu�iy�ta inta p�tiy비u ulake�kum no웫�kik ki�akkum itaya�ka�i� o윜ai n�v�kac co웛a�ai utirttuk ka�aikki췃atu ki.pi.aravinta� kavitai. m辰�um i�k� patiyappa�a v뱝�iyatillait惜 antat tuyaram. 튋att饍a, ka�anta irupatu 性�uka�il mara�atti� ceyti cumakk�ta k�윜illai. etta춁i vitam惜a cittiravataika�ai varal�윜i� pakka�ka�il kataika�aip p튽 pa�itt튾� avai ka黜etir� n퉟nta춁. mitikkappa葺a ku�antaika�um a�ikkappa葺a pe�ka�um tu�aikkappa葺a i�ai쨅rka�um�ka...ka椿uka椿u m�rccittuk ki�akki웏tu p�mi. uyira윜uc c�yum u�alka�aik ka椿u kala�ki o�uki췃avarka�aic c養ntu �rpparikkum ka�alalaika�. "c�yum pakkam c�yntapa�i all튽a kall튽am�y paya�ika� tatta�ippil c�vi� v�ccu alaiyil cu�ittu varum k�윜il ti�ama윜a ma춁til or� pakkam�yc c�y�t�rka� k�vuki잀� ta椿퉘 cukk惜aip pi�ittapa�i" mitantu mitantu otu�kiya karaika�il y�rum y�raiyum �rav�rattu�a� varav튋웫vi�avillai. a�k� avarka�ukku v튋u'peyar':v튋u 'takuti'. ta춁te췃u 퉡uma윜a putiya c養alil v튋uvakaiy�ka irukki췃a춁 cittiravataika�. pa웏vaika� k嚴ac conta �rppeyar�l a�aikkappa�um co웛a� avarka�aik k�yappa�uttuki췃a춁. "i춊yum e�춁 colv묶 i웫tic collum e춁kkillai e춙mp틊u... �tal�l tayaiceytu e�춁i nerukk�t� vataikk�t� 'n� y�re춁c col' e춁k k뱉�u..." e췃u kumu웫ki잀rka�. "vi�untum ki�antum p틊aiyil pura椿um talainimirtta m葉焌mal ulakam ve웫ttum ta�춙� curu椿um anniyam�va�� e춁kkoru p葉ali췃i....! pa춊t涉kum pai춎ara�ka�aip p�rkkap pi�ikk�mal o윜aip pa춁itt틄pai e黜iyum cerrippa�a�ka� cuvaikk�mal ka춊yutirttu ni웛umanta ci웫nelli maram ni춁ittum ve�ittuve�ittuc c湜ka葺um ne쨇u. � � � kalaika� u�maiyait t뱉uki췃a춁 allatu ka椿a�aintu colluki췃a춁. atta춁i va�iva�ka�um inta v饍kkaiyi� a�imu�iyaitt惜 t뱉uki췃a춁. v饍kkai etu e춑atut惜 va윜�ta k밸vi. cu葺erikkum k밸vi. poru�ka� v饍vukkup pu웏kk�ra�ika�. avai paya춌o應at takka춁va췃i ni웏ivuko應at takka춁valla. ata��lt惜 enta ma黜il irunt�l e�춁? enta mo�iy�l mo�int�l e�춁? enta u�avai u椿�le�춁? e췃ell�m iruntuvi�a mu�ivatillai. ta춁te�춙m urimaiyum vi�utalaiyum� 惜m�vaic cam�t惜appa�uttuki췃a춁. etta춁i ku웏ip葉uka�irunt�lum ava윜ikk�ka eta춁iyum i�akkat tu�iki웏tu itayam. ta� 惜ma ni웏ivait t뱉iyum, ta� cakama춊tarka�ukku atu illaiy� e춁 뱄kiyum e�uki췃a vicumpali�, ka黜�ri�, ara윜ali�, ci춁tti� v�rttaika乙kav� aravinta춊� a춁ittuk kavitaika�um amaintu應a춁. t惜 i�antavait�m 't惜' e췃u ka椿uko椿a takippil co웛a乙kak kumaintu ve�ikki췃a춁. � � � tami�akattilum palp튋u k�laka葺a�ka�il palv튋u k�ra�a�ka� pa윜ip p틆葉�a�ka� e�untu應a춁. ava윜aic c�rntu pa�aipp贍ika�um t벼웙yu應a춁r. �yi춙m 湜ap pa�aipp贍ika�i� ilakkiya�ka� nammaip palv튋u vakaika�ilum ti�ukki�ac ceytuvi葺a춁. ata웛uk k�ra�amiruntatu. irattam cintuvatai e�utuvata웛um, irattam cintik ko椿� e�utuvata웛um惜a v튋up葉�i� vi�aivu atu. tami�c camut�yam ka椿ir�ta ir性uva r�tiyil惜a araciyal pa�ukolaika�um, i춁 a�ippum, mo�iya�ippum, pa�p葉�uc citaippum avarka�atu pa�aippuka�ukkup putiya karuttukka�aiyum putiya mo�iyi춁iyum putiya v퉗atti춁iyum va�a�kiyu應a춁. atu ka黜�r�yi춙m �rtte�um ci춁m�yi춙m putiya va�iva�ka�il te웙kki췃a춁. tami� v�cakarka�ukkua�춊ya ma黜il pi�aittu a�aiy贍ami�akkum ne쨇atti� i�ip葉uka�aik k性um putiya u應a�akkac cuvaiyi춁iyum tami�k kavi쨅rka�ukku e�iya pata�ka�il u�arccika�aip potittut tarum il�vakatti춁iyum va�a�kuva춁 ki.pi. aravinta� kavitaika�. � � � t퉏iya i춁 o�ukkumu웏i pall�yiram uyirka�aip paliko應um ma黜iliruntu ve�ivarum araciyal kavitaika� vi�utalaikk惜a p틆葉�a u�arvai urattu mu�u�kuki췃a춁. tami�akam cantitta araciyal kalai va�iva�ka�ilum pala parim性a�ka�il v튋upa葺at�kavum �윜almikkat�kavum 湜ak kavitaika� muki�tta춁. avai ita�ka�il, n�lka�il ma葺uma췃i, cuvaro葺ika�ilum a쨇ali n튻kil e�utappa葺a uraika�ilum a웙kkaika�ilum i�ampe윜a춁. ivaiya춁ittum, t퉏iya vi�utalai e춑atai ve웫m araciyal cutantaram c�rntat�ka, poru� m蜃puc c�rntat�kap p�rkk�mal mo�i ma윜um pa�p葉�uk k�웫ka�, 묶? v饍vi� ovvoru k�웙lum acaivilum vi�utalai iruppataip p퉏i춁. p틆贍ika�um p틆葉�atti웛ut tu�aini웛um pa�aipp贍ika�um - avarka� 性ka乙yi춙m pe�ka乙yi춙m - k�tal kavitaika�aiyum vi�utalaiy비u i�aittu應a춁r. appa�aippuka� 'm惜u�a� ta�춁ik ka葺iya ta�aika�ell�m cita웫m' p틊ut惜 'ma춊tam' e춑at� c�ttiyam e춁 u�artti춁; ettakaiya ve�ipp葉�u mu웏iyil ni췃a p틊ilum ulake�kum u應a itaya�ka�ukku nampikkaika�ai e�uttuc ce췃a춁. araciyal kavitaika�aip pa윜iyirunta ceya웛aip pa�puka� u�aipa�uvata웛um ta�ka�atu ta춊ttuvam mikka kuralai ilakkiyat ta�attil kavittuvam mi�irap pa�aippata웛um i췃aiya p틆cc養al tantu應a u�arcciv퉗amum ulakam mu�uvatiliruntum pa�aikkappa�um i춁ve�uccik kalaiva�iva�ka�i� a웙mukamumpaya춑a葺u應a춁. 湜ak kavitaika�u應um aravinta춊� ittokupput ta춊tta춎ai pe웫vatu ivvi�attilt惜. ittokuppu o�ukkumu웏ikketir惜a n퉟a�ip p틆kkural�ka amaiy�mal, o�ukkappa葺a 惜m�vi� tuyara oliy�kav� perump�lum amaintu應atu. itu a�춊ya ma黜il v饍a n퉟ntu, conta ma黜ai e黜iye黜i 뱄kum 퉗katti� kural. itu p틆葉�attaip pa윜iyatall�mal, p틆葉a v뱝�iyata� avaciyattai u�arttuvatum �ttirattaik ki�a웫vatum�kum. ta� uyiril ni췃a�um u�arvuka�ukku va�ivam taruvatil pa�i, paya�am, ticai, malar, caruku, k�윜u, alaiye춁p pa�akiya poru�ka�aiy� paya춑a�uttiyiruppi춙m ava윜aip putiya vakaika�il pa�ima�ka乙kkiyu應�r. ivai ve웫m v饍vi� cikkalka�aic colvat�ka ill�mal araciyal va�ivam ko�vata웛up pa�aipp贍iyi� v饍vuk ka�a�ka�um k�lamum k�ra�a�ka乙ki췃a춁. � � � tammaip payilum ne쨇a�ka�ukku o윜aik k밸viyai ikkavitaika� mu춚aikki췃a춁: "ku�antai t븍il cariki웏tu ne쨇u� 퉡� kumaiki웏tu 'n薪ka� akatiy惜atu u�ka�ukkuc cari e�춁i 묶 akatiy�kki alaiccal�kki...' ma�ipa윜i e�uki웏tu k밸vi." u�mait惜. namakk�ka ma葺umi췃i nam talaimu웏ika�ukk�kavum p틆葉a v뱝�um e췃a varal�윜uk ka�amaiyai u�artti v�웫ko應ac ceyki췃a춁 ikkavitaika�. � � � u�maiy� ala�k�ram�ki ni웛um kavitaika�aip pa�aitta ki.pi. aravinta춙kku v饍ttuccolvatum ava윜ai nam kaika�il va�a�kuki췃a vaika웏ikku na췃iyuraippatum pa�pu. p�ratiputtira� ce�춁ik ki웙ttavak kall�ri t�mparam-600 059 19.6.1999 e췃e췃um a춑u�a�...... itu e춁tu kavitaika�i� m耶잀vatu tokuppu, 1991m 性�u m�rc m�tam 'i춊 oru vaika웏i' e췃a mutal�vatu tokuppum; 1992m 性�u navampar m�tam 'mukam ko�' e췃a ira椿�vatu te'kuppum ve�ivantirunta춁. �잀椿u k�latti� pi� 'ka춁vi� m�ti' e춁 ittokuppu ve�i varuki췃atu. itu tokukkappa葺a nilaiyil퉧� nallatoru n�l ve�iy蜃焌�arai etirp�rttu n辰�an葉ka� k�ttiruntatu. t퉟nta n�lka�ai ve�iyi葺a tami�iyal c�rp�ka ita춁i ve�ikko�ara na�p�rnta mu웏iyil tiru.patman�pa aiyar virumpi irunt�r. �yi춙m, avaru�aiya 틐�ta pa�ika�ukku i�aiy� m퉘um cumaiyait tara virumpavillai. e춁v� avaru�aiya viruppattai e���l ni웏iv튋웏 mu�iyavillai. attu�a� ittokuppai 湜attil iruntu ve�ikko�aravum virumpiyirunt묶. a�kiruntu ve�ikko�ara na�parka� y�rum tay�r�yirukkavillai. �tal�l m紳avum ce�춁iyil irunt� ve�ivaruki웏tu. oruvakaiyil kavalait惜. ata춁ic cama� ceyvatup튽 湜atti춑�l n퉏a�ko椿a ne�un贍aiya t붓arum, nanta� va�i ita�i� po웫ppa'ciriyarum惜a na�par vaika웏i avarka� ta춁tu po�춊 patippakatt�l ikkavitai n�laive�iyi�uki췃�r. avart惜 e춁tu mutal kavitai n�l惜a 'i춊 oru vaika웏i'yaiyum ve�iyi葺avar. e춁tu ira椿�vatu tokuppaiyum avart惜 ve�iyi葺irukka v뱝�um. ka�ita�ka� k틄am嚴�ika乙y m�웙yap틊u, na�pil 튋pa葺a toyvu ka춁vi� m�ti tokuppi� m�lam c�r�kkappa�uki췃atu. ittokuppilu應a an퉗am惜a kavitaika� na�pa� vara� avarka�ai ve�iy蜃焌�ar�kak ko椿u, tiru. mukunta춙�a� i�aintu e���l tokukkappa葺a mau춁m k�l性�ita�ilum, n틆v� n葉�iliruntu ve�ivanta 'cuva�uka�' m�ta ita�ilum, ka춁焌 n葉�iliruntu ve�ivanta 'cakti' v�ra ita�ilum, pir惜s n葉�iliruntu ve�ivarum '湜amuracu' v�ra ita�ilum, la椿a춊liruntu ve�ivarum tami�ar nala춑uric ca�katti� 性�u malarilum ve�ivantavai. iva윜il n�l�kkatti웛e춁 e� v饍kkait tu�aivi cumattiriy�l tira葺iyava윜ai oruc퉟a m紳appa�itta p틊u palava윜ai ceppa춊�a n퉟nttu. cilava윜ai iruvarum ta應ivi葺튾. ipp틊u tokuppu 틆a�avu tirupti taruki췃atu. ippa�aippuka�i� karu maiya�ka� ava윜i� uruva�iva�ka� ell�m or� tarattu�a춙m ceyn퉟ttiyu�a춙m kavittuvattu�a춙m vi�a�kuki췃a춁 e춑at� mikaccariy惜atu. avai e�utappa葺u應a춁v� allatu ceyyappa葺u應a춁v� e춑atai n薪ka�t惜 t�rm惜ikka v뱝�um. ittokuppi웛u, 'ka춁vi� m�ti' e춁t talaippi葺atu palv튋u vakaika�il poruttam惜atu e췃� karutuki췃묶. e�upatuka�i� pi��惜a e�ka� pulappeyarvuka� ta춊y� araciyal c�rntatu e춑atu e�ka�il cilari� vacatikkuriya k�ra�am� tavira atu avv�잀춁talla; u�mai v튋惜atu e춑atu e춁te黜am. atu ve�in葉e췃u pa�itta ku犁tti춁r�l va�artte�ukkappa葺a la椿a� ka�� o췃i춁tum to�arcciy퉧�kum. �tal�l la椿a� ka�� aimpatu vi�ukk葉um, araciyal aimpatu vi�ukk葉um e춑at� mikac cariy惜atu. piritt惜iy�vukku ve�iy� air틄piyappulattil v饍a n퉟ntu應a palarum i췃aikkum la椿a� cellum tavattu�a춗惜 v饍ki췃a춁r e춑ataiyum ita춙�a� poruttip p�rkkal�m. anta la椿a� ka�� a웫pa焌 va黜am i췃uvarai araciyal mu椿uko�uttu ni웛i췃atu e춑atut惜 u�mai. i췃intap pulappeyarvutt�yakap p틆葉�atti� mu�춅�uppi웛up palv튋u vakaika�il kaiko�uttu utavuvatum, e�ka� cam�katti� pe웫m惜attai viruttiyu웏t ceytu應atum nalla amca�ka�um, ita춁i orup�va vim튰a춁m�kavum ko應al�m. anta la椿a� ka��vum, araciyal p틆葉�amum umi�nta ecca�ka乙kav� intap pulam peyar v饍kkaiyai n惜 purintu ko�ki췃묶. anta m�tika�ai u應蜃�kak ko椿avaiy� ippa�aippuka�. a웫patuka�i� i웫tippakutiyil muki�nta oru talaimu웏iyi� e�ucciyu�a� e� ka춁vuka�um pi�춊p pi�aintirunta춁. attalaimu웏i e�uccikku ci웙la�k� araci� tarappa�uttal e�춙m kalvik ko�kait惜 k�ra�ame춑atu o윜aipparim性a n튻k�kum. avve�ucciy惜atu, aracamaippu, avvaracamaippi� u�c�ram惜a i춁v�tam �kiya pu웏nilaitt�kka�ka�il ma葺umall�tu, cam�ka amaippi� u�nilai mura�ka�i춁tum a�utta�ka춊춁tum ve�ipp葉um�kum. pala �윜ukka�ka�i� kacivuka�il iruntum, co葺ucco葺�yt t뱄kiya avam惜a�ka�i� 饍ma춁ppa�ivuka�iliruntum, ma�ai u�aitta ve應ant惜 anta talaimu웏i e�ucci. ata� pa춎ukapparim性am �yv贍ar palar�lum purintu ko應appa�avillai. ata��lt惜 anta e�ucciyi� uccanilaippu應i etuvaraiy惜atu e춑atai y�r�lum ituvarai ka�ittukk�웏 iyalavillai. tava웫ka�um, tava웫ka�iliruntu pa�ippi춁ika�um, pa�ippi춁ika�i�嚴惜a mu�춅�uppuka�um anta e�ucciyai, 틆 ilakki춁i n튻ki nakarttuki췃a춁. arppa�ippum, �윜alum, i�춙yirt tiy�kamum, u웫tiyum, ca�aikk�ta p틆mu웏i 틆mamum ko椿a talaimaiyo췃u avve�ucciyi춁ip po웫ppe�uttu nampikkaiyu�a� mu�춅�uttu celki췃atu. atu ve윜iyai n튻kiy� nakarki췃atu. inta nampikkai ma葺um n贍t틹um e�춙� va�arntu varuki췃atu. itil n惜 e�ku ni웛i읂�. e� pa�ka�ippu e�춁 e춑atu pa윜iyat惜a k밸vika�ai epp틊um e�춙� e�uppiya va黜am u應묶. 묶e춊l pu웏ttiy惜�ka e葺i ni웛avum mu�iy�tu; po웫ppa윜ava��ka na�antuko應avum mu�iy�tu. innilaiyil, "a�il cumanta ma黜a�av�yi춙m e���l 퉡um ceyya mu�intu應at�?" e�춙m u웫ttal e�춁i alaik ka�ikki췃atu. appa�iyirukka evvakaik k�ra�a�ka乙l n惜 t퉏am tu웏ntava�惜묶. ippa�i ta춊tta paya�iy�kip p벼묶. i�춙m colvat惜�l, k惜al n�rk ka춁vuka�ukkum ata� m�tika�ukkum eppa�i n惜� c葉ciyam�kip p벼묶 e춑avai ell�m ippa�aippuka�il u應a춁v� n惜 a웙y묶. 惜�l acc葉ciya�ka乙kav�, oru t퉏am tu웏nta tavipp�kav� ippa�aippuka� irukki췃a춁 e춑atai n薪ka� u�arv�rka乙yi� ava윜aip pa�aittava� e춙m vakaiyil ci웙tu maki�cciy�. t퉏am o췃ait tu웏ntu vi�utal e춑atu atta춁i e�imaiy惜atto췃alla. itu e춁kku ma葺um퉧惜a ta춊tta piracca춁iyumallat惜. varal�웫 mu�uvatum �r tu웏ttal ma춊ta cam�katti� vitiy�kac ceya웤a葺u vantap틊um ell�c cam�kamum ivviyalpu vitiyaic collo鎚 valiy�kav� karuti vantu應atu. tami�ca cam�kamum �r tu웏ntu, ulake�kum kottuk kott�yt cita웙 valika�u�a� v饍vatu i췃u n튋웏lla. tami�c cam�katti� oru tokutiy惜a ila�kait t�vi� cam�katti웛u應atum anta valit惜. anta valika鍮 i췃u accam�katti� valimaiy�ka m�윜ampe웫ki췃atu e춑atu ma웫 vi�aivu. inta n�윜性�i� pi� k�ln�윜性�up pakutiyilt惜 e�ka�i� �rtu웏ttal v퉗am pe윜atu. oru t퉏am, i�춙m collapp벼�l 틆 �r e춑atu ve웫m� kall�y, ma黜�y, mara쨇e�i t틄p�y, �maiy�y ni웛um�pp튽 irunt�lumma춊tarai v饍vikkum uyir a�ukka� avait惜. �tal�l 틆 �r e춑ata춁i namv饍ivi� to춎am e췃� karutuki읂�. atto춎at to�arai y�r�lum a웫ttuvi�a mu�iy�tu. anta �re�춙m ku웫쨇養al pa�ivuka�il퉧� ovvoru ma춊tarum v�rkkappa�uki췃a춁r. a�kirunt� avartam ulakamum va�arki췃atu. anta �rukku anniyam�k�mal ata� n퉏atti웛uriya maka��ka iruttal ell틆ukkum v�yttato췃alla. enta ma춊tarum i웫ti n葉ka�il tam 性iv퉟 to葺u ni웛um anta �ri춁ic ce췃a�aiyav� virumpuki췃a춁r. itu e춁kku v�ykkum� n惜 a웙y묶. inta tavippu�a�퉧� n惜 alaintu ko椿irukki읂� palaraiyum e�utat t嶪�iya antat tavipp� e�춁iyum e�utat t嶪�uki췃atu. e�uta palv튋u va�iva�ka� u應at�yi춙m kavitaiye춁 n惜 karutum ivva�ivam� e춁kku vacatiy�ka amaintu vi�uki췃atu. kavitaiyai ilakkiya va�iva�ka�i� ucca va�ivam e춌i췃a춁r ka윜a웙nt틆. ata��lt惜 avarka� ka葺uraiyai, kataiyai, pa�ittatum itu kavitaiyaipp튽 iruntatu. kavittuvam�ka iruntatu e춁 vitanturaikki췃a춁r. e춁tu it tokuppil u應a pala kavitaika�i� karukka� ka葺uraika乙kavum, kataika乙kavum, n�valka乙kavum viruttiyu웫m v�yppuka� ko椿iruppata춁i n薪ka� u�arakk嚴um. ikkarukka�ai ci웫katai, n�val p벼웏 va�iva�ka�il colvata웛u e���l iyal�mal p틐vi葺atu. ata웛�ka ivai kavitaika� illaiye춁 n薪ka� k�웫v�rka乙yi� atu e�춁i enta vakaiyilum p�tikk�tu. 묶e춊l n�ri춊l p�tto�ukki췃묶. atu p�kka�ai vi웤ata웛u alla e�춙m a�akiyal k비p葉�ai e춁kku n惜� vakuttu應ata��lt惜 ilakkiyattil a�akiyal e춑atu oru karuvi ma葺um� e춑ata춁i e�춁ik kavarnta ilakkiya�ka� e춁kku ka윜ut tantu應a춁. avai tanta p葉a�ka�t惜 ippa�aippuka�. ippakkattil m퉘um m퉘um pulam peyar v饍vu pa윜i n惜 p퉏uvatait tavirkkav� virumpuki읂�.묶e춊l e춁tu pa�aippuka� avai pa윜itt惜 p퉏uki췃a춁. �tal�l m퉘um tokuppuka� pa윜iy� ci웙tu p퉏a virumpuki읂�. atilum mutaliru tokuppi춊lum n惜 etuvum p퉏avillai. attu�a� atil y�rukkum na췃i terivikkavumillai. antak ka�amaika�ai inn퉟attil pativu ceyyavirumpuki읂�. avvakaiyil e� kavitait tokuppuka�u�a� 蜃up葉u ko椿avarka� e췃atum 틍iyar marutu avarka�t惜 ni춁ivukku varuki췃�r. 묶e춊l, e춁tu m耶웫 tokuppuka�ilum to�arcciy�ka avaratu kaiva黜am pa�intu應atu. mutal�vatu tokuppi웛u avar mukapp틍iyam varaint�r. ira椿�vatu tokuppi웛u u應蜃�kac cila kavitaika�ukk惜a 틍iya�ka� varaint�r. ta웤틊u intat tokuppi웛u mukapp틍iyamum, u應蜃惜a 틍iya�ka�um varaintu應�r. a�uttu e� ni춁ivi웛u varupavar e춁tu ira椿�vatu kavitai n�l惜a mukam ko� tokuppi춁i ve�iyi葺a tami�aka - 湜a na�parum, maruttuva a웙viyal malarca쨇ikaiyi� nirv�ka �ciriyarum e� a춑i웛uriyavarum惜a ca.m�.pa���rcelvam. intattokuppil avaru�aiya kaipa焌ta p틊um to�akkattil avar tay�r�ka irunt�r. avarukku應a v퉘aip pa�uvi춊�aiy� e춁tu tokuppi� pa�icumaiy�ka amaintuvi�ume춁 n惜 karutiyata��l, avari� utaviyai e���l pe웏mu�iy�mal p틐i윜u. ivaru�a� ak kavitait tokuppi웛u mu�춙rai va�a�kiya a웙vuv�tika乙춁 va.k�t� - es.vi.r�jaturai avarka�i� pa�ka�ippum mika mukkiyam惜atu. yumukam ko�ru kavitait tokuppukku maturaiyilve�iy蜃�u vi犁 na�attic ci웏ppittavar tami�aka - 湜a na�parum, u�a춑i웏v� cak틊ararum惜a ir�.tiraviyam. e춁tu anta ira椿�vatu tokupp惜a yumukam ko�ru ve�ivanta p틊u pulam peyar n葉uka�il pala na�parka�. t붓arka� tam conta ve�iy蜃u p벼웫 pala mu춁iyilum ottu�aippu va�a�kiyirunta춁r. pir惜cil e춁tu n辰�a n贍aiya na�pa� nallaiy�, ko�i, ka.mukunta�, ci.ma�튻ara�, y퉟ma춊yil jemi춊, cuvisil tilak, n틆v퉧il 'cuva�uka�' na�parka�, ila椿a춊l va�ava�, p�laskantar, kail晟, navan�ta�, aru�kumara�, ka춁焌vil jeyap�l...ippa�i i�춙m palar. 性�uka� pala ka�anta nilaiyil ivarka� e� na췃i k�웏lai 튋kam葉焌rka乙yi춙m na췃i ma웏ppatu na췃a췃u. a�uttu pulam peyar v饍vil e춁kkuk ki�aittu應a arumaiy惜a pala i�a na�parka�il oruva�惜a kavi쨅� t�.p�laka蜀ca춁i, ava춁tu tu�aiviyai ni춁ivil ko�ki읂�. ittokuppaic c�ttiyam�kkiyatil mu� ni췃avarka� avarka�. e춁tu kavitaika� k�웫m pulam peyar v饍kkaiyi� nerukka�ika�il karaintuvi焌mal e�춁itula�kac ceyvatil, e� 惜ma uyirppaip p뱝uvatil calippu잀ta na�pa춙m t붓a춙m惜a vara춙kku e� mutal mariy�tai. mukama웙y� nilaiyilum na�par vaika웏iyi� v뱝�uk븍ukki�a�ka, ittokuppi웛u a�inturai va�a�kic ci웏ppitta p퉟�ciriyar k�.civattampi, p퉟�ciriyar p�ratiputtira� �kiy틆ukku n�l�ciriya� e춙m vakaiyil e춁tu na췃ika�. ikkavitait tokuppil ta�ka� 틍iya�ka� i�ampe웫m vakaiyil 蜃up葉u k葉�iya 틍iyap pa�aipp贍ika乙춁 �tim�lam, v�racant惜am �kiy틆ukku e� na췃ika�. attu�a� ittokuppai a�aku�a� va�ivamaitta na�parukkum e� na췃ika�. ell�va윜i웛um m퉘�ka ikkavitai tokuppi� ve�iy蜃焌�ar vaika웏ikku.... e췃e췃um a춑u�a�, ki.pi. aravinta� 11.6.1999 tolaip퉏i-tolainakal : 33-1-34 50 62 56 mi�춁쨇al : kipian@free.ft : kipian@hotmail.com 1. pa�i pa�ika�il n惜 튋umpa�iyil oruta�avaiyum i웏�kum pa�iyil ma웫ta�avaiyum�y pata葺attu�a�. uyirppi椿a�ka� pitu�kum niy惜븍i kacinta tarippi�attil tirumpum mukam ovvo췃ilum c�kka�ai. e�ku c�웫 u웙쨇it tuppum ni웏ma윜a cakkaika�, k性um mukamell�m kala�kal. 비iyum turattiyum pi�ipa焌mal p튾� v饍kkai. nericali� cu�a웒iyil uta웏ppa�uv묶� n惜um...? uru�um pa�ika�i� v퉗am p틊�tata��l p튽um e�춁iyum mu葺i m틊i p�yccalil ka�akki췃a춁 urukka� ticaiya윜a orumukame춁.... ve�icca a�aivukku� ka�a�ka� t틹um ovv틆 oliyi� utirvilum 퉡묶um a�aiy贍ac cita웏l nika�um p튽um pa�ippa�iy�ka 튋i i웏�kuvatut惜 paya�am m�웙va�i p튻�tavaraikkum. 튋av�...? i웏�kav�...? patilukk�y u�mukam�yt tirumpuki읂�.... i�춁mum pa�ika�il n惜. i�av묶i웛�lam, 1996 2. i웏kkam pi�ikkap pi�ikka ca웫kkuki췃atu. 튋iya i�attil�yi춙m i웏�kal�me췃�l va�ukkic celki웏tu carivu. 튋iya i�am etu...? ni췃튋iya i�atti웛um k湜um� itta춁i iru葺饍am....? allatu a�k퉡惜 튋i�묶�...? a�ukaiyum vimmalum c養nta 및및u ni웏t tukkamum pa�ivuka乙춁 me�a춁 iru�ti葺u. oru t�kkucci uracal� p틊um�y iruntirukkum 튋�ta cikaramell�m tula�ka 튋i i웏�ka. itu irukka uyarav� p�rtt묶� 튋i�묶� cu윜um mu윜um p�r�mal atu cari i웏�kum pa�i ill�mal eta웛u n� 튋i��y...? iru葺i� i웫kkattil nacintat틆 kural. i�av묶i웛�lam, 1996 3. ticaika� k�laic c�riya춙kku mukam k葉�i ni췃�l pu웏mutukil m튋kirukkum. i�akkaip pakkam va�akku v葉aikk�윜u ta�uvum. valakkaip pakkam te웛u c붓akam peyarum. v葉ai, c붓akam kacc惜, ko椿al e췃� ticaika� u�arttum k�윜i� peyarka�. a췃aikku amm� colli�um e�imaiyil ticaika� tulakkam�y irukkum. ipp틍ell�m ticaika� e춁kku tulakkam�yillai. peyar collumpa�iy惜a k�윜uka�um 퉡umillai v�cuvatu puyale춁t teriyum puyalukku椿� ticai? ata춊�ai n惜 ill�tat�l ve�iyil ni췃apa�i ticaika�ait tulakkum 틆틆 ta�avaiyum muya웒iyil t틹ki읂�. avai tolaintirukkum�? 묶 inta cant퉗am va�akkiruntu pu웏ppa葺ava� n惜 e� ni춁ivu colki웏tu. te웛iruntu varuki잀y n� ku�ir valaiyattil etirko�pavar colki췃a춁r. e�kiruntu vant묶 et ticaiyil celki읂�? e� vinta�uvil mu�aittavaiyum kurale�uppuki췃a춁 etticaiyai muka�ko�vatu? e춁kkuc collittara amm�vukku ilak�yiruntatu e� ku�antaika�ukkuc collittara e춁kk� mu�iyavillai. amm�vi� e�imai e춁kkillai. or퉣oru ta�avai e�uv惜 ticaiyai y�r묶um cu葺uv�r�yi� cu�arum vi�iyal c�riya춙kku mukam k葉�i ni웤묶. ticaika�aik ka椿u ko�v묶. ku�antaika�ukkum a웙vipp묶. 4. t�turaikkum paruvam varum va�amait惜�m. 惜�lum e��� c�윜am? pi�aricilirtta ka�ukatippuraviy�y mara�ka�i�ai 튋i alainti�um atu 言aiyi葺apa�i.... ma椿ikki�akkum m葉it to�ari�ai c養ntu tu犁vi ya�춁l ce葺aika�ai cevippa웏iyatira 븝ki a웏inti�um atu uluppiyapa�i.... a應ap pu�utiillaiy�l pa�uttu vi�untatai, caruk惜atai, ottip pa웙tta paccai ilaika�ai v�ric curu葺i i�am peyarnti�um atu ticaiya윜apa�i... mukattil m틊i, mayirkk�laic ciluppi, t�cuppa�alattai u應u웙쨇i ca葺e춁c cu�ittu e�춊l ko葺um atu etirp�r�tapa�i.... alaiyum cu�ippu v�cci�akkum. na�i춁 ne�ippil a�aku k葉�um avv밸aiyil vi�ika�ai uru葺iyapa�i capipp묶. ca춊ya� pi�itta k�윜u... 惜�l intak k�윜i�amum k�윜u a應iya t�cuppa葺贍atti�amum tokki ni웛i웏tu paruvatti� t�tu. mu�ivu웫vatu k비ai vacantam�m varapp틍atu pa춊kku�ir�m k嚴av� iru�u�a�....! tay�rt惜� n薪ka�.....? cep�ampar 1993, p�ris 5. ma�ai nakaram ku웏椿ipp틐 erivi�akkum na춁intapa�i o춊yu웙쨇um puk�ril p틆vaiy�kum n�rmai. ucumpum k�윜il ilaiyutirkkum mara�ka� paritavikkum e춁ipp튽. v惜am p�miyu�a� pu�arum taru�am p튽um vinte춁 kacintu va�intu po�iki췃atu ma�aiy�y. na춁iy�ta 葉aiyu� ma웏intu tiriyum ma춊taru� inta ma�aiyai 묶t惜 n惜 n튻kuki읂�. k惜al n�r t뱉i p�laiy�ki웏va� n惜 a�aku웫m� ma�ain贍 e춁kku. a�ipiynta e� capp�ttu� ca�aca�app�y n�cam�yp p벼a ma�ai. kutitt비um ma�ain贍 �ril ve웫�k�l ve웫mm퉘 cilli�ap p�kkum nilam. anta ma�ai epp틊u vi�um e�춁i...? ca춁. 1994, p�ris. 6. a�akiyal n�ri춊l p�tto�ukka m�lai varum. m�laiyil p�vutira n�ri�ai e쨇um n�ri춁ik ka�aiviritt�l ko�v�rum u�ar� t뱉ip palava黜attil p�kkoyyal�m n�ri췃퉘...! e�춊�att� n�ru椿u epp�vaiyum n惜 to�upp묶 惜�l atu p�kka�ai vi웤ata웛alla.... 7. n惜 te웙kki췃묶 o�ikkatirka乙y u�ka� ka� k�ca n惜 ka黜葉iyumalla�.... ma웫patipp�ki췃묶 e�uttukka乙y u�ka� v퉟 ki�a웏 puttakamumalla�... 튋웏ppa�uki췃묶 akalvi�akkuka乙y u�ka� u� o�ira n惜 neruppa춙malla�... n薪ka� u� n惜um n惜 u� n薪ka�um u�ka� colp튽 n惜um n惜 p튽 n薪ka�um o췃u� o췃�ki o췃o췃um o췃u ill�ki m惜i�a uruv�ki n惜e춙m n涉ka乙ki.... i�av묶il, 1993 8. a웙tal v�cum ticaikku a應iccellum cilapala v밸aiyil makarantam k�vum v튋oru n퉟am ticaim�웙 viraiyum a椿a�ka� ka椿a�ka� tu犁vit turuvum p퉡a�ka�anta k�윜u atu 퉡umatu a웙y�tu akk�윜il a應u椿u varuki췃a춁 marattil cettatum v葉i utirntatum惜a carukuka�. k嚴av� ottip pa웙pa葺a paccai ilaika� ta�irka� ko�untuka�.... etu enta maratti춁tu...? a應u椿avai a웙yum� e윜u椿a tamnilai pa윜i...! ilaiyutir k�lam, 1995 9. camanilai k�윜um ka�alum�y ticaiya윜a ve�i alaiyi춊l pura�ki췃atu oru ci웫 pa�aku etirvi췃i icaiv�yum c�ynt비i alaiy튋iyum paya�am. c�yum pakkam c�yntapa�i all튽akall튽am�y paya�ika� tatta�ippil c�vi� v�ccu alaiyil cu�ittu varum k�윜il ti�ama윜a ma춁til or퉝akkam�yc c�y�t�rka� k�vuki잀� ta椿퉘 cukk惜aip pi�ittapa�i. 10. taricippu 贍uruvum illai vac�karamum illai iruntum ka黜葉i mu춏惜. talaimu�i kalaintirunt�l c�rceyya mukam a�ukk�yirunt�l tu�aikka atuma葺umall�tu e�춙� n惜 u윜upp�rkka ma춁k ka黜葉i mu� enn贍um. kaikulukkuvata웛um mutuku co웙vata웛um all�mal neruppi춁i m嚴�uvata웛�y.... 11. vakuppu vakupp튋웏 nika�vu ka�aika葺um pa應i kalai viㄴ惜am varttakam avaravar m�웙y�ka v뱝�um tu웏i c�rntu pirikkap pa葺�yi윜e�춙m pirivuttuyaril na�par or� vakuppukku m�웏l�m n�yum n惜um �val koppa�ippil puriy�mai i�ari�um kalai �rvalarkku varttakap pirivu cumait惜 tu웏ic�r�ta ovvo췃um citamparac cakkaramt惜 na�pe춁ppa�uvatu y�te춊l vakuppi춙� t뱄kit t퉧�mal tu웏ic�rntu �윜al�y mi�irital ata� pi� m튻ittal caktiy�y o췃ittal vakuppuka� piriyi춙m.... 12. col y�r�ka irukkal�m n惜 col, ilak惜atu e췃� ni춁ikki췃�y? n� y�re춁k k뱉焌l patil colvata웛u. e춁kk� accol ilaka윜at�yi윜u. ippa�itt惜 n惜 tami�a춅췃묶 orumu웏i. perumitac collil cappa�i쨇u p벼atu mukam m�kku�aintu palka�ala k�yntu p벼atu irattam co웒嚴�il... e�iya c�tip payalka�ukkell�m e�춁焌 tami�...? atuvum carit惜� �ri� pu웏tt� otu�ki irukkavum a�imai ku�imaiy�y 養iya� ceyyavum 養iyatti웛�kav� pucittirukkavum vitikkappa葺틆kku e�춁 tami�...! m葉�y ka�utaiy�y iruntirukka v뱝焌m� kaika�i� p�ttiram m�잀mal e춁kkutt惜 puriy�mal p틐i윜u. tami�a�묶 ila�kaiya� e춁c colle춑�y�! p틆 e췃�l p틆 e춁p piraka�a춁m�ki n葉pa葺u p틐i윜� antac collum. n� a웙y�y�! cam�t惜am e췃�l cam�t惜am - e춁 �kiyirukkal�mt惜� e춌i잀y�? peruviru�camatil pa�arvata��l uyirv饍um ce�iko�ika� t퉏iya i춁�ka� itut惜e췃u co웛a乙lum a웫kkappa葺�yi윜u cam�t惜amum ila�kaiya춅춁 e쨇iya pakalka��vum e�춁 ceyyal�m! ma춊ta춅춁c collivi�al�mt惜. rompavum culapamt惜. 惜�l puruva uyarvi� ne윜ic curukkattu� ci웫kkum vi�iyi� nerukkattu� tokki ni웛i웏t� ni웏m. ta應ut� pu웏m. m嚴upa춊 valayam n薪ki enta��r pa윜aikk葉u t뱉i vantu vantu m紳ki췃a춁 ellaika�ill� palvakaip pa웏vaika�. caip�riya� �ak e춁v�y tamconta �rp peyarka�u�a� a�aiy贍attu�a�. 惜�l p�r e춁kki葺a peyar� akati, araciyal akati, ve�in葉焌�.... i춊yum e�춁 colv묶 i웫tic collum e춁kkillai e춙mp틊u artta�ka� m�웙pp벼a co웛a�um nampikkai tar�tap틊u �tal�l tayai ceytu e�춁i nerukk�t� vataikk�t� n� y�re춁c col e춁kk뱉�u... ilaitu�ir k�lam, 1994, p�ris. 13. vayal vitaippukkum k�lam u椿u k�lam tapp�ta u�aippu v뱝�um vitaitt�lt惜 uyir 튾pum u�aippi� ka�i춁m viyarvaiy�kum vi�aiyum vitai payir�kum vi�aintataik ka�ai m嚴akk嚴um ka�aipirikkat teriyav뱝�um taya�k�tatai aka윜a v뱝�um payirkollika�um moykkakk嚴um kirumin�ci춊 vakaiterintu te�ipp惜�yum m�웏v뱝�um katirmu윜um payir t뱉i k葉�u vila�kum pukakk嚴um para� v뱝�um iru葺u vi�i v뱝�um po웙 amaikkum mati v뱝�um po웙yil akappa葺atai kaccitam�y pata춁mi�um kalaiyum a웙ya v뱝�um itta춁ikkum ne쨇iluram v뱝�um vayal k�kkum 틆mam v뱝�um a웫va�ai u�av�ka uyirv饍a uyirka�i�att� a춑u ceyya...! taip po�kal, 1994, p�ris. 14. pa웏vaiyum p葉alum�y tami�i� putukkaviy贍ar e�uttiyampum p勝iks pa웏vaiyumalla p�laiyum n�raiyum pirikkum�me춁 pa�antami� k�웙�um a�춁ppa웏vaiyumalla itu. vacantattai etirp�rkkaiyil k�ve춁k k�vi kuyil�ki ma�aim퉗am k性kaiyil t튻ai viritt葉i mayil�ki tu�aikku i�ai t뱉ukaiyil kural ira�kikk퉣i ce�pakam�ki o췃�y k嚴a v뱝�ukaiyil k�ve춁k karaintu k�kam�ki e�utturaikka n퉟ukaiyil k뱉�ataic colli ki�iy�ki u웏va윜u tolaivu웫kaiyil t�turaikkum pu잀v�ki iraikkuk k�ttirukkaiyil 비um勝비i u웫m勝 varumvarai o윜aikk�l tavatti춊l k�ttirukkum kokk�ki n�lav惜 peruve�iyil ka葺a웫tta p葉alu�a� ta�ampatikkum pa웏vai itu. 2 pa웏ntu cellum ta�a�ka�il i�a웙vi�um vi�ka웛a�. utir�tu mu웙yum ci웏kuka�il pa�iyum amilac c튋uka�. paruvammm�윜i i�aitta k嚴�il ku�iy튋um k비焌춌a� a�aikku i葺a mu葺aika�aik kavarntu cellum p�mpuka� e쨇iyatu cilatum k養mu葺ai ata춅tirum p饍ve葺ai kural va윜iyum p틐i윜u n�r v�rpp�r evarumilar iruntum ka�aikk�t�m itu 3 k�la ma�aiccita웏lil t벼웙c cu�ari�um v惜avil ㅰ춁c ci웏kacaippil ti웏ntuko應um �윜ukka� va黜a�ka� va�iva�ka�ai v�ri i웏ikkum aimp�ta�ka� v饍vup peru쨇u�ippi춙� kumi�iyi�um a춑u nuraippuka� iva윜i�ai mukku�ittu mukku�ittu t퉗kattilum iyakkattilum urum�윜am ko�ki췃atu uyara e�untu u춎attam�ki 養ikk�tti� ottikaip튽a oru puya웤a웏vaiy�y 븝k�rap p葉al�y m紳a icaikki웏tu atu. 1994, k비ai 15. iruppu ku�ir cirikkum t틹웫k ko椿iruppatu teriy�mal mara�ka� etirko應um taya�k�mal ta�ka�ai na葺ukko應um talaik湜�y pa葺upp벼a p�va춁iy�y pa춊y�y pa�intu na�i춁 a�akil paric틊ikkum ku�ir pi춚涉kal v퉟ukku� c�riya� varumvarai.... 16. cu�al 1 pukai a�aintu karipa�arntiruntatu muka葺ukk�rai erinta�ainta ko應i vi웏kuka�il pa�uttaneruppu i춊 mellatt惜 p�kkum c�mpal a�uppukku� cim춊 vi�akkil ca葺iyait tu犁vi amm�t惜 cotivi�uv�. c틹um cotiyum picainta ku�aiyal�y kaciyum co웛a� aiy�t惜 colv�r, yue춁tu kas�am e��비a p튻a葺um' p�rvaiyil o�ukum m�ti. ava�ka�ukkak�katt惜� c�ma쨇�mam�y neruppil v퉗i읂�' calittukko椿�v� nekkuruki��v� etuv�yi춙m amm�t惜� noyntu p튻i잀... 2 e�uttu椿a ki웏kkattil ka黜ayarnt�l p�yil talaiya�aiyil aimpo웙t tuv�ra�ka�il �rntu arikkum puttakap p�ccika� acce�uttum ilakkamum malakka�ivilum p틊�ta웛u "iva춌a�ai nall� pa�ikkaccollu" v�yp pulampal y�ri춁t� amm�t惜 a�aittirupp�v� mu춁kalai m嚴�t�m iru�p틆vai. ell�m ell�m pa葺attil to�ki k�윜il mitave춁....! 3 k�윜e춁ik kaivi葺a ikkarai m�ti춊l� u�ka�aitt惜 ni춁ittirukk묶 aiy�v� amm�v�... n�vir cumanta tu춑ac ciluvaika�ai e췃a� kaikkut tarama웫tt�r avaiyell�m tolaiya葺ume췃� pa葺a�ka�il to�ke춁c co���r v惜il e�춁i 튋웙yumvi葺�r i�ketut惜 tolaintatu k�lanilait惜 m�웙yatu aiy�v� amm�v�... ivaika�ai ell�m ve�iy� coll�t�r r�p�y�l a�akkum uyarama葺amum ve應aiy� t퉏a iruppu makimaiyum ku웏i쨇u p틐vi�um mali쨇a k�liy�y a�iccuk ko�ukki읂� poli쨇a k�liyai u웙쨇ik ko�ki잀� t튽ait ta應i cu�aiyai mu�u�kuki잀� atell�m p튻a mu�춁m n贍il namma �ril v퉘aikk�ra a�imaika� t뱉i t비�akk葉�il pi應ai pi�itta periyava�avu 性�aika�ell�m a�imai ku�imai k�lika乙y n贍um po�utum perumai po�ka...! k븍ka�umt惜 cu�alki췃atu. 17. k性�mal p벼틆 pa윜i maka�� maka鍮 e� utirattutitt틆� e�k� t惜 ce췃�r e�춁iy묶 ma웏nt�r e�춁 ku윜am ceyt묶 e춁tarum pi應aik贍 nelma�ik katirka乙y kulu�kik kulu�kic ciritt묶� ka웫ttak ko�ump惜 m�mpa�am�y ni춁ikka ni춁ikka i춊tt묶� paravaik ka�alta춊l n�r e웙nta valaika�il m勝p葉�y irunt묶� ka�ala�itta�a m뱉aika�il va椿al pa�ivuka�il va�a�ka乙yt tira椿묶� vara�um ne쨇涉ku�ikku varu�um curu葺up pukaiy惜묶� pa춁iy�y te�춁iy�y ka웤akataruve춁v�y nimirnt묶� mu윜attu nilavi� ta�maiy�y v퉝pa�k�윜i� itam�y cittirai veyilil ni�al t틄p�y ma�ait�웙k ki�ampum pu�uti ma� ma�am�y makk贍.... ta쨇am k뱉�up p벼�r� e�춊lt惜 ku윜ame췃u pa쨇am pi�aikkap p벼�r� e葺uttikkum ce췃틆� makimaika�aik kaika�uvi a�ukkuka�aik k�vi��r� collu�ka� t틹웫tt惜 p틐i윜� tami� i춑att묶e춁 p�ynta numk�tum tantaiyar n葉e췃a p퉏cil cakti pi웏nta num m�ccum num toppu� ko�iyi� viruttika�il pa�inta enta� mukacc�yalum ell�mum ell�mum p틐i윜� u�ka�i�am kavalait惜 makk贍 k性�mal p벼avai pa윜iy� kava춁m evarkkum mikum�pp튽a peru�kavalait惜 e춁kkum ce췃avarka� vanta�aiv�re췃� po웫ttirukkum� enta� a�ivayi윜uk ka춁m k�ya�ka�ell�m karumaiya�ka乙ki n贍�yi윜u makk贍 o�ippi�ampai piracavipp묶 u�ka�aik k性�mal� e�춁 ceyp p튻i잆rka� i춊! ilai tu�irk�lam, 1994 18. var�tu p틐i윜u k性 葉k葉�i kuruvika�um a웙y�mal e춑uka�um nacinta anta �ta�ka i웫kkatti� p틊u o�iyi�antat� anta pi웏inilavu. pa춁�k嚴ali� iru葺otukkil u�춊ta�ka� e�춊l patikaiyil ve應ika� ulartti ki�antat� 튽ai n�kkali�ai oru tu椿u v惜am ko�ippantali葺a mu윜attil �ra�a�kiya c�mattil n�m a�ainterinta t�pattil piyntutirntat� anta mallikai ita� ma윜avar ka�ka葺i viral mukarntu vi�iyu� pi�ainta i�a쨇嚴�il n� parukat tanta t퉚�r karaicali�ai t퉧ilaiyu�a� nacinta akki黜am var�ta n贍il, vantu c퉟um ma�alka�il, maiy�y kacintu n� neki�kaiyil e� mutta eccil pa�intat� akk�tal t贍i� ki�icalo췃u ippa�i oru pi웏i nilavu otu tu椿u v惜am oru piynta ita� oru nacinta ki黜am oru ki�ical t贍 ka웏� ka葺iyum urukkulaintum i웏ipa�um c튋웙�ai turattiyapa�i itaiyell�m po웫kkiye�ukkavum a�aiy贍am ka椿u acaip비avum e춁kku ilakuv�y v�ykkaiyil var�tu p틐i윜u k性 pu應iy�y neru�iya unta� mukam pu應ika� t뱉i avintu p벼a n� 19. vilakum tolaivil p퉏al�m� v뱝焌m�? nilaiko應�t�m tar�cumu�. 'va�akkam n惜t惜' puruvanerivi춙� cikku椿atu oruka�ant惜惜�lum va웫tte�utta vatait惜 app葉�.. alainta ve�iyil e춚i�iyai mu웙ttuc ce췃a orupu應i n紳cu윜up p�taiy틆attil� me�a춁m poykkum orupo�util m紳avum enta� etirmukam�y curu�ku椿a ku�ikku� k�rma�u�kiya vi�i ka춊y�tu vata�kiya k�y�y 惜�lum ikka�amum p�rvaiyil kaciki웏tu col a웫kkum mu��惜a akka춊vuk k�tal. i�춙mt惜 utirki췃a춁 p�kka� akka葺ukkulaiy�c cirippil ka춁verinta m뱉�i춊l p�kki췃at� pa葺ip p�? otu�kal�m� ku�aikku� n�m ma�ai vi�um varaiyil...? v뱝焌m n�m or퉗u�aikku� na춁int�lum ku�aiyaic curukkik ko�vatut惜 cari ku�aiy�l n�m vilak�mal teruvell�m t饍v�ram vilakiyum otu�kal�m a�k� n�m na춁iyal�m ma�aipo�iyum a�akil v�...p퉏al�m vilakum nam tolaivilum...! ilaiyutir k�lam, 1993, p�ris. 20. va�arum ka��kka� tuyil�ta n惜 mutal�m ka�� i웏ntupa�um c�riya� alaiya�a�kum tolaika�alil ve�i웙varum 饍n�lam t뱄kiya ku葺aiyil p�cippaccaiy�y niraikulaintu iraiyum alai a웫pa葺ac퉣ali� ce葺aiya�ippe춁 karainakkum nuraiyi� nu춊yil kuruti kurutikku� turuttum mulaikk�mpu mitakkum tu�uppaip pa윜iya p�tikkai erinta p�ymaratta椿il karukiyamayir i웫kkik kavvum civapp葉aiyil ca�alam ka�al�tipparunta mu椿attil va�iyum 耶am pi�avupa葺a kap�lattu� va葺e�uttukka� narampuppi�춁lil a�t틆 c�tippeyar m�micattai u椿u cerikki웏tu aracamaram o�inta ki�aiyilum ve葺uppal tantappi�iyi葺a v贍ta춁ic cu�a윜i�um ci�kamutukil matay惜aiyi� cav�ri ma춊tam m퉣�ta vila�ki춁 葉alil ve�ikk비�il 葉upuli 葉�am kataikataiy�m k�ra�am�m e춁 n葉�uva�appam k�웫m ki�a윜ut tava�aika� p�mpi� n�kke춁 mu춎u춁i 葉a m勝 v�lu�a� n�ccala�ikkum p묶� ka應iyum n�kat贍iyum k�윜饍aiyum ma�al virittup parappum ni�alil.... "ci웫 na椿u ma�al m�tu pa�amo췃u k�웫m" e�uv惜 karaiyil ta춊ya��y n惜. ira椿�m ka�� vi�untu ki�akkum v惜am pulve�i ma�a�kum malaiyi�aiyil ma�kivaruki췃atu payirppaccai k�ynta katiri� cemma쨇a乙y t퉣ataccarka� t퉣ataika�u�a� pu�arntulava ko葺ikki�akkum ka�avu�ari� ka�aikka�ka� ta�katt�l v�rttaterukka�ili�aiy� pi乙葺i춁 t嶪ka�il t俺kum t�rakaika� k�vittukil p틆ttapa�i alaiyum uru mayirttiraiyu� mukam putaiyum j�cas n퉟ak�lam a�inta�intu ko�ikkum pa�am uruki o�ukum ka�ik�ram va�arki췃a ka葺i�a�ka�il mu�aitta k�l ka�ukk�l elumpil po웙ttirukkum p�rv�kam po�iyum amila ma�aiyu� karaiyum iya웛ai mo葺aik koppu�a� m言iy�y mara�ka� accil patintuvarum pattuv�tak ka웫pp�y ve�pa춊p parappil pa�arum kuru葺unilavu oliv ki�aikk�vi n틍�vukku amaitico�춁 pu잀 pa춊pparappil talaikkuppu웏 ku椿a�ik k�yattu�a� 튽iv ilaikk�mpuka� ovvo췃i�aiyum c�웫m a�u 튽iv ilaikk�mpi�aiyum c�웫m kantakappukaiyil uyiri춁c cuttikarippu ak틆appaciyil alaiki췃a춁 �ai�튰arka� avai cappittuppiya ecca�ka� pu�ittak葉iyu� vakaitokaiya윜u moykki췃a춁 e웫mpuka� e웫mpuka�i� �viyai arintu黜um i춊ppu melle춁kkaciyum ku�irk�윜ilum karaiyum p葉al nacipa葺a ci윜e웫mpo췃i� 勝akkural �r惜a �r i�ant묶 ottappa춁it t틄pi�ant묶...! u웏iyum pa춊yil uruki o�ukum n惜. arakkap parakka e犁ta entak k�laiyilum k嚴a ki�arttum 饍ma춁m, amm�vum colvatu椿u vi�ik�laik ka춁vuka� palikkum�m kalaiyum tuyil 17.03.1994, p�r�s. 21. tantaiyum ku�antaiyum 1 ku�antai e췃�l kut�kalamt惜 ka�ippu웫m i춑ant惜 calippu잀ta puttakam e춑묶 n惜 ma�ait�웙 nilam�rum kampa�ipp�cci alaim�웙k karaiy葉um muralku쨇u ci웫kai a犁vi ta�irkk�l m퉣i cu�ari�um vi�iyil mi춎i춊c cita웙 malarnakai p�kkum�m ma�alai ammamm� collic colli m贍�t�m v�y�웫m accacc� cellam irukk�ta pi��� karppattil ka춊kaiyil kaivi葺u vant벼i� ma�iyi춊l pura�vatu k�lmu�aitta aru�ka춊ye췃�l cumm�v�? atuvum k�lantappi vanta ka�ita�ka�il cukam� piracavam�ki ku椿olit t�l葉�il tava�ntu nimirntu n�cak�rika乙춁 pomparai keliyai app�p벼a vim惜ame춁 ka椿atum kaik葉�iya pi쨇u ko쨇um eccilil tu�irki웏tu ne쨇u 2 niraiyil varumu웏ikk�y k�ttirukkum e춗븍il ko쨇um ci�u�kalu�a� to�kum makavu. app� ku�urutu v蜃�ap틍am. ci�u�kal ve�ikki웏tu vimmal�y ku�antaiyait t튋웏tt惜 katai co��묶 n惜 �rait tu웏nta app�v�m t�ra t퉏am vant�r�m v퉟ait t뱉it tavitt�r�m y�rai nontu ko�v�r�m app� e춓ai app�v�m app� amm� cellam�m ipp� n涉ka vant튾�m epp� v蜃�a p틍am�m amaiti k性�tu p벼at�m akati n涉ka�um � �튾�m i춊m� p튻avum 퉘�t�m i�k� kataiyum mu�intat�m illai illai illaiy�m i�춙m katai v뱝um�m o췃�y v蜃�a p틍am�m app� e춓a cellam�m 3 pi�ipa葺a t贍alayam vi焌ppi�iyil ku�antai ku葺ikkataiyaiyum n蜃�um ke葺itta춁m ata� ka黜il �잀ta ma춁m p튽um e�춁iy� ve웙kki췃atu niraiy� mella �rki췃atu iraiccal k�taip pi�akki췃atu ku�antai t븍il cariki췃atu ne쨇u� 퉡� kumaiki췃atu n薪ka akatiy惜atu u�ka�ukkuc cari e�춁i 묶 akatiy�kki alaiccal�kki.... ma�ipa윜i e�uki췃atu k밸vi �....e� ku�antaika鍮.... ku�irk�lam, 1993 22. n�laka mu췃ilil 1 virinta kal patitta mu췃ilil cappai m�kku k�rn�ci ta�ittaco椿u u�kuvinta v�y ci웫ttavi�ika� n�lakka�ka� uppiyaka�춁m o葺iyacokku ira葺ain葉i 틆almukam e춁v�y viriyum kalaikka�a쨇iyam pakka�ka�t틹um pa�p葉�ukk튽am mo葺avi�um cirippi� al�rippil u웫tt�ta p�lp퉡am mu윜am cilirtti�um muttam katampa m�laiy�y to�ukkappa�av� i�aika� ki�aika乙y kuviki췃a춁 ipp�kka�. ira椿�yiram 性�u mu�iyum p�cciya ka�atti웛u i웏�kic celki웏tu n퉟akka�akku vi�葉ika乙y i웏�kum innakarvu uyiri춁 iyakkatti� p�cciya pu應ikk�? k�윜il ur�yntu t퉧ntu pi�aintu m틊i amu�kum mo�ika� mi�춐liyalaika乙yk karaiki췃a춁 c�riyaccurukkatti� ip pi춎�laippo�uti춊l iva윜il 퉡묶um orup葉al enta� alaivi� a�aiy贍am colki웏t�...? 2 k�윜uk ko�arum im mo�ikkaraicali춙� viravikki�akkum c튻appakirvu m틊al kur틊am e應al ika�cci ka�ainta tuyaram. pi�aiyappa葺a ka葺umarame춁 m俺kil ku�al ka葺u va�ikkum icain�tattil mitakki췃atu cevvintiyar p葉�u. m俺kil p퉏app퉏a t튽m밸am ko葺ak ko葺a m�ccu mu葺uki췃atu tuyaram u�aiki췃atu p葉upa葺a ki�av� p�yaivi葺e�umpa焌 cu黜�mpu t�웏� cu�alaikku v葉�... itt贍akka葺il ko葺um pa웏i k뱉�atu椿� u춁t�rile춁 a웏iki췃atu e춏e쨇il y�ri춁t� amm贍�c c튻am...? n�ri to�um ku�alaip pi�춊vi葺u應a춁r ant�s malaiyiruntu i웏�ki vanta kalai쨅r avar collakk嚴um t�yakam n�m tu웏ntavarillai em t퉏amt惜 tolaintu p벼atu m�y� i춌� e춁t tolkataiy�y n惜 itaikko�v묶� e춑葉al poru�e췃u...? 3 ki葺�r narampuka�il viral nu춊yi� ka葺a웫ppil uyirpe윜a�uki췃惜 a�ukaikkural贍a� pop m�rli curu椿a mayirai v�ri nimirtti paya윜a�k�y a�avil pi�춁li葺a curu�ka� k�윜i� ve�iyil timi웫ki췃a춁 읂k� icaiyil va�iki췃atu kuruti poppall� c튽jar... �pirikk�viliruntu ka葺i i�uttuvarappa葺�y n� ka黜�rk kata웏lil �pirikkar itaic collal�m n惜 collat tu�iv묶� e� p葉alum itut惜e췃u....? 4 ta�itta uta�uka乙l co웛a�ai vici웫ki잀� kunto췃il ni췃apa�i oru ka웫val ...e�춁ip p틐vi�u e춌i잀y atuvum carit惜 n惜 vantatum tapputt惜 mi�춁�ut tolaip퉏i mi춃�ra viraiv�rti mi�춐�ik ku�ippil nakaram ka�ve葺um n퉟atti�ai k�riya�ka� u�춊�attiruntatu vantuvi葺묶 ma�춊ttuk ko� e�춊�att� mi�춐�i mi���rti tolaip퉏i tolaikk葉ci 묶 a웙viyal etuvum� iruntatillai appa�itt惜...! pi��묶 k葉�uvila�k性�iy惜a e�춊�am mu�춁m n� vant�y enta� k틍a�attu�a� uyirkkulaiyaiyum uruvivant�y....? k�taip pottiya웏int�웤튽 n�lakat to�arm葉iyai ulukkiyum ka黜葉it ta�uppuc cuvaril m틊i etirolittum k�윜il pitu�kuki췃a춁 co웛a� ituv�yirukkum� e춗a� alaivi� p葉uporu�...? ve�iccatti웛alaintu neruppil v湜um vi葺il� n惜....! vi�untum ki�antum p틊aiyil pura椿um talainimirtta m葉焌mal ulakam ve웫ttum ta�춙� curu椿um anniyam�va�� e춁kkoru p葉ali췃i...! ilai tu�irk�lam, 1993 23. aticayam va�arum 1 性aiyalla, o�u�ku, uttaravalla, k비p葉u, ka葺a�aiyalla, ka�app葉u. itiletaiyum eppa�iyum avaravarkku 튋잀웤튽 e�uttuk ko應al�m. 惜�l poru� o췃퉡惜 k�l�l i葺a pa�iyait talaiy�l cumappatu u�aippo췃aiy� 튋patu ata웛u iyaip�vatu v饍aiyaip payiri�al�m e췃�l v饍aiyai ma葺um� pa�akkulaika�ai a춙ppi��l t튽ka� t惜am�y tirumpivarum v饍aitt퉏am�kal�m n�vir. nellaip payiri�al�m e췃�l nellai ma葺um� aricim嚴�aika�ai a춙ppi��l umiyum tavi�um u�ka�ukk�kum nel n葉�kal�m n�vir. karumpaip payiri�al�m e췃�l karumpai ma葺um� c勝i vellattai a춙ppi��l cakkaika� ni웏iyav� m�tam�kum karumput t퉏am�kal�m n�vir. uyirta춁i 튾pum nukarpa椿am mella t퉏a�ka乙ki uyarti�aiy�ki�um nammotta m惜i�ar camaitti葺a t퉏a�ka� nukarporu乙ki a�웙�aiy�ki�um 2 t퉏a�ka� ka�antu ulakattai a�antu a�imu�i a웙nta vallamaiy�l� �tm�kka� pucittu mak�tm�kka乙ki u黜avum u�ukkavum u웏iyavum惜a �ti uyiri춁 �ai�튰arka�i� c�mpalil uyirttu ulavi�uminta putiya ulaka k비p葉焌�ar� v饍ka n�vir! u�ka� p�ta tiruva�i p틹웙 p葉alka� pu춁intu oruve�ko윜ak ku�aini�alil ivvulak贍 v퉚ta� v饍iyav�" e췃u o�u�k�y k비p葉�y ka�app葉�y nimirntu icaipp�r rop튻ka乙y 性aika鍮윜u e췃e췃aikkum�y aticayam va�arum ilaiyutir k�lam, 1994. 24. k비ai e�춁ip p�r e� o�ir ma쨇a� a�akaip p�r umi�um vemmai takippaip p�r u웏inta ulaki� cilirppaip p�r mu�int�l e�춁ic cukittup p�r e춁v�y e춗a� cuyam c辰�i valucca椿aikku a웏ik�vum intak k비ai. p틊�ta웛u ta�춁i e�ute췃um a�am pi�ikkum t惜 varump틊ell�m n紳ki췃a pakalaiyum k嚴av� ne�iya vi�umu웏iyaiyum a�aittu vanti�um k비ai. ucci veyilai uyarttippi�ittapa�i ul�varum ikk비aiyu�a� porutum palam e춁kkillaiy�tal�l a�alum ve웫ppum ata� m�t惜a ci춁mum m�t�ra pallaikka�ittapa�i ve웙ttirupp묶. illaiy퉘 ko�uppukku� mellac cirittuk ko�v묶 n惜. t�yakam n薪kiya e� cuyam c辰�um �잀vatu k비ai itu. acaiv묶� n惜 p�c涉ku k葉�um ikk비aiyi� pacappalka�ukku... ka�k�cum o�iyi� pirak�capparaval�l ci웒ila a�ukkuka� ka웏ika� ni�alka�ai ve�itteriy�tapa�ikku ta�춙kku� amukki ko�vatu p튽av� ku�irvalaiyac cam�katti� 튋웏mum i웏kkamum pi�avu椿a ve�ika�um cama� ceyt�웤튽 k葉�um k비ai ta춏葉ka�il. p�ttukkulu�ki va黜a�ka� parappi iru椿a otukkattil ve�iccattaip p�ycci paruvam뱉�ilum na�i춁ccarivilum a�aki춃irippai a應ic corintapa�i palli�ikkum ikk비ai ka應atta춁m�ka ma�ika�i� ka춁tti웛um celvakko�ippi웛um 튋잀웤튽 cal�mi葺u kaika葺i c퉣akam ceyvata춁i e�춐tta t퉏att�r palara웙y�r n惜 a웙v묶. 2 k비aiye췃�l kut�kalamum k嚴ivarum cilaraiyum p�rkki췃묶 it� kumaiyum ne쨇i춁��y tuva椿u ki�akkum e춁kkup p틐varuki읂� e춁ppaya�am colki잀rka� ayalavarka乙춁 mo읃kkiyarum alj�riyarum v�ka춁m ta�umpa ta�umpa poru�ka�ai 튋웙 t�rpp�yi��l cu윜ikka葺i ta�ka� ku쨇ukurum惜ka�ai v�ka춁ttu� a�aittapa�i �rppaya�am ki�ampuki잀rka� vi�aiko�uttu a춙ppuki읂� e�춁 ka�ippu? avarka�, p�kkiyav惜ka� po잀mai koppa�ikki웏tu e�춙� ita웛u mu��惜a k비aiyilum avarka� paya�am p벼�rka� n涉ka� pa웏vaiyaip p벼웏var e춁 icaittapa�iy� jitt벼ka�i� k�rava춌a�um paya�am�ki n贍�yi윜u. t�yakam ill�ppaya�am avarka�atu 틆�yiram性�u 비itt性�iyum mu�iva윜a n葉비ippaya�am avar v饍vu. k비ai ell틆aiyum aru葺ivi�a ayalell�m mella ve웙cc비ip p튻i췃atu. ta춊ttupp튻um n惜 e�춁iy� t튋웏 muyalki췃묶 ne쨇a�iyil iruntu p�웙葺e�uki췃atu oruk�lam 葉ip pi웏ppi웛u n贍ai vi�utalai 惜antam 惜antam t붓arka鍮 k嚴ippa춁�ka葺i k養um ku�ikkal�m ko�ukka葺ai ti�춁l�m t붓arka鍮" ituvum k비ait惜 k嚴ikkul�vi�um vi犁kkk�lant惜 ell�kk�lamum e�k� oru tolaivil 饍ma춁ppa�ivilum uyirtta�am a�iya k비ai e웙kka n�rva윜ip p튻um 퉟itti�ali�ai tu�itu�ittu�alum m勝ki�aika�e춁 e춃a춁m mella a�intupa�uvat�y pulampum u�ma춁m. k비ai, 1996. 25. matiyam 1 c�ta�ac c�maiyil t贍�ta veyil ka�ka� po�kum c�riyak ka�aikka� pa�arum k惜al�y e�춅tir ve�i ni�ali췃i takikkum 비�uk k�raika�um pukaiyi춁ik kakkum �lai muka�uka�um viravik ki�akkum ulaik kala춌a�um noynta ku�aiye춁 mara uccika�um ivaiyu�a� k嚴av� veyilil k�yum na춁vili ma춁mum ni춁ivi� ni�alka�um 2 u應ukku� ko춌i잆� cuvarka乙l kaciyum pu�ukkam. ve�i vekkaiyai v�ri i웏ikkum vara椿a k�윜u. m嚴iya a웏iyu� a�aipa葺u alaivatu c嚴upa葺a p耶aiyalla n惜. e�utu illaiye췃�l m嚴u k�yntallav� p튻i읂� kata웫ki웏tu p묶� mu�ittu vi�u m言iy�y vi焌t� poriki웏tu t贍 veppattil curu椿u e�utte�utt�y ka�alki웏tu e�춊췃u ko葺u椿a v�rttaika� p튻a葺um kavitaiyum kattarikk�yum 3 o�iyum oliyum call�pikkum tolaikk葉cit tiraiyilum vekkaiyil pa윜i m言um 퉡e춙m orut퉏am. a�aikka a�aikka m嶪�u e�uki췃atu neruppu y�r y�ri�am cara�a�aivatu app� ruv性焌 ka黜ai m嚴u�k� ma�ikku� mukam putaikkum ku�antai p틆vaiyil cu윜iya po葺ala�ka� ki�a�kukku� v�rik ko葺appa�um cataippi椿a�ka� ci�춁ttiraiyil pitu�ki va�intu e춌�la�iyil tappitt튾e춁 tolait퉏am vant�l e� uccimutal u應a�k�lvarai u웏iki췃atu uyirt t� ita웛u app�lum� avalamum a�ivum cama춙잀ta iruppil ma춊tamum m性pum. 4 p튻avum varavum tirumpattirumpa ataipp�rttum mu웏ittum ta춑葉�il u웏�kuki웏tu tolaip퉏i 퉡묶umoru melit惜a olik뱉焌lum e춁kkutt惜틍e춁 av�vuki췃atu illai a�aipp�r y�rumillai ma椿aikku� narampuka� mu웫ki tiruki a웫ntuvi�ap p튻i웏tu p튽um a웏葺um marattup p틐i윜e췃�l i�am k�lam a윜u cora�ai ke葺u o�ipe윜u vi�al�m allatu p벼�l peru�k�yam va웫tta ca葺iye춁 ma�ma�am m�잀mal all葉i v퉗k葉�il va웫pa葺apa�iy� o椿ik ko椿a i�amell�m ta춗퉏ame춁k ko應um emmavar m嚴atta춁m pa윜iyum ata춁iyavarka� ni웫vikk葉�um ve�kam ke葺a c�kacam pa윜iyum ni춁ittu ni춁ittu vataiyu웏 n퉟i�um ippa�i.... 5 a웏ikku� ma椿um cikare� pukaiye춁 m嚴�attu� malaitto�ar tolaivil c�riya takippi웛u ni�altarum ni웏ttil p�rvai mu웙yum v惜a vi�imp�yum irav葉ai m�윜um antappuram�yum ma�inte�um alaiy�y a�ukk�yum o췃ukku� o췃�y n紳appa�intum mulaiye춁 k�mpiyum ku�intum viriyum cittarippi� mu�iccuka�ai avi�ttup p�rppatilt惜 �윜uppa�utta mu�iki웏tu ma춁ttai veyil t贍�ta im matiyap po�util... k비ai, 1994. 26. ka춁vi� m�ti..... amm�ve춁 ku�antai ti�ukki葺a�utatu ka춁ve춁ppa葺atu. miccame�춁 collu�kapp� miccame�춁pp�....? nu�ampi� r薪karippil ku�antaiyi� ci�ukkam k�taik ku�aiki췃atu. p�ru�ka� n惜 m葉�ikko椿a n퉟attai ve웙cce췃a terukka�i춁tum teruv틆a ka葺i�a�ka�i춁tum �cuv�ca perum�ccai ne葺imu웙ppai 묶 vicumpalaiyum k嚴a cevippa웏iy�l u�v涉kiyapa�i t性�it t性�i 비ivantu pa�ukkaiyil vi�unt�l kokki p비uki웏tu ku�antai. ipp� etai n惜 colvat�m a�i nu춊 puriy�tu intak ku�antaika�i�am m葉�ikko椿�l� ippa�itt惜 tikkumukk葉ip p튻i췃atu a웙vu. ku�ir v葉�i e�ukkum pi�춊ravup po�utu u�avakattil kaiyaik k�lai a�icca ka�ai ka黜u웏�kum acati... app� n涉ka e�ka paya�am p틹am? v�cc� m퉘e�umpi윜u pi鍮� t뱉it t뱉ip p�rtta� u�ka�aik k性avillaiy� n惜 payanti葺a� 묶app� mu�ippu vantatu miccame�춁pp� e�k퉧app� p벼a�薪ka collu�kapp�... app�...p�... na춁inta 葉aika�aik ka�a윜ik ka焌civi葺u ka�aika�ait to�uttapa�i enta� p틆vaiyu� ku�antai. n�ciyil 튋uki웏tu m�ttira v�ccam cu應e춁 ku椿iyilo췃u allatu uyarttiya to춊yiloru col itu p틊um ku�antai a�a�ka n惜 ko쨇am ka黜ayara v뱝焌m atu peruviralaic c�ppi katirc퉟kka talaimayiraic curu葺i e� v�ycco웛a�ukk�y akalat ti웏ntirukkum ci웫 vi�ika� ira椿ilum cu�arum t� iru葺ilum.... n惜t惜 co��묶 p튽um v蜃uvi葺u vanta paya�am m辰�um p튻a v뱝umt惜� pi鍮� pa웏kka v뱝�ume췃�l unti v�cc� e�umpumt惜� v惜il m嚴�am pa�intirunt�l paya�am ta�aippa�umt惜� ka�mu�ippum varumt惜� i�춐rukk� pu웏ppa�al�m ipp� n� ka黜u웏�ku. app� e�ka p벼薪ka atai i�춙m collalaiy� atut惜� atut惜� n惜 e�ka tolaintu p벼묶 n惜�yt t惜 tolaint묶�? uruva윜up p벼묶�? e�춁i y�rum tolaitt�r�? m�yam e�춁 nika�ntatu n惜 e�k�? n惜 e�k�? e�k� n惜? e�춁�ka ku�antaika�ukku narivira葺uki웏 m�tiri cu�ikki잆�ka cirikki잆�ka ka��k ka椿薪ka乙...? e�춁 n惜�? ka춁v�? appa�iy惜�l m�ti...? k비ai, 1994, pir惜s 27. mu�aipp�y capta n葉ika�um o�u�kitt惜 p벼atu e춁kku. e춁tu i�ana�pa�� �caittampiy� me葺i葺u p葉�o췃u ka葺i icaikku mu�춁m ivv�잀y u웏intat� u� tu�ippu. e�춁ip p벼읂 u� e�uttil maiyal ko椿u k�tal vayam�ki ni췃a p葉al ma웏nta palari�attum icai nuraittut tatumpukaiyil ko�ita焌 ko�itu u� mara�am. p틐vi葺�y p�r i�춙nt惜 nampa mu�iyavillai. �laiyill� �ril iluppaipp� carkkaraiy�y vilaippa葺a v밸aiyil� ka춁췃at� u�춙應um 틆 c�riya�. mura�p葉u araciyalil�? vi葺uvi�u�ka� ilakkiyam... n�m ceyyal�m a黜a�' 틆性�i� mu�춁rt惜 u�춁i n惜 ka椿uko椿묶. oru ci웫 me�ukuvarttiy�y atu p틊um e췃� ci웫ttirunta enta� t� u�춊�att� atu neruppe춁 m嶪�eriya n惜 ka椿묶. eppa�ip pa윜i윜u k性 nam k�tal. e�utt贍a��y n� ita犁�a��y n� kalaiy贍a��y n� ceyal贍a��y n� entak ka� pa葺at� ell�m� oru mi춚e葺�y e� i�ana�pa�� cataip pi椿attaitt惜 ku椿e葺um, uyirttalattaiyalla'. u춁it to葺u piraka�a춁m ceyyum valimaiyum e춁kkillai 묶e춊l n惜 c�t�ra�a� mu�aippate춑atu iyalvi�aivu palar mu�aippar avarka�il u춁ikk性p묶 k�talvayappa�uv묶. 28. varum va�iyil 1. u應a� kaikku� ulakam ell�mum ka�appo�util ettakaiya poy itu. epp틊묶um cantikkal�m e췃irunta na�parka� ni춁ivuc cu�a웒ikku� ka춁vup poru乙kip p틐i춁r. cantikk�mal퉧� e춁kkum avarkkum惜a i�aippa葺a paya�am� uyir tu웏kkum t�ram y�r a웙v�r ita춁i? kir퉗kak ka�alil m養kiyum, ha�k퉟i ne�u쨇�laiyil p�rava椿iyu� m�ccu mu葺iyum, p�tiva�iyil va�intatu avar ka춁vi� m�ti...! 2 mukil! vim惜a nilaiyam varaiyil va�iya춙ppa vantirunt�y p튻umi�attil pattiram�y iru nalam�ka n贍ai n� tirumpi v�" e췃ut惜� co���y. i�ku n惜 vanta pi춑u tirumpum n贍 ku웙ttu應묶 e췃atai n� namp�mal� n惜irukkum i�am n葉ip pu웏ppa葺�y? u應a�kaikku� ulakam curu�kiyatu akatika�ukkalla macc惜! kir퉗ka ka�al ma�iyil ku�iril n� vi웏ikkaiyil e�춁i n� ni춁itt�y�! u� peyarai n惜 pattirikaiyilt惜 ka黜u윜묶 koppa�ittu porumiyatu, ve�ikk�mal p틐i윜u ne쨇u! 3 mak벋! intap peyar u춁kku n惜t惜 c嚴�iyirukkakk嚴um appeyar e�춁i �rttatillai akkaraippa윜u vi��yakam�rttit惜 e� ni춁ivil varuki잀�. k�l elumpi� maccaivarai �잀kk�yam pa葺iruntum ci웏iyiruntu m辰�a n� ka�appa�iyil mu춏i췃�y. n�m t붓amai ka椿a maiyam u�uttupp벼at�l ta춊yar�y kalaintu p벼튾. app틊� illaiy퉘 ata웛um mu춑튻嚴a mayiri�aiyil palamu웏i mara�attai e葺i utaittirunt�y n惜 a웙v묶. 惜�l �잀yiram mail tolaivil ata� po웙yil akappa葺�y p�r �ccariyant惜. m�yam惜 v뱉�aiyil u�춁ipp튽 etta춁iy틄퉟 t붓�! ha�k퉟i ne�u쨇�laiyil palaru�a� m�cci�ant�y ulukkivi葺�y n惜 pa춊pp贍am�k�mal uyirtt묶 pa�iyi� ticaiya웙vitt�y. 29. a�aippu y�ra�aitt�r e�춁i? e�kiruntu varuki췃atu uyiry�cikkum inta a�aippu kuralva�ai nacipa�a pici웫m 勝atti�ai akkural etuve춁 eppa�i a�aiy贍am ko�v묶 talaika� tira椿a ka�ali�ai y�re췃ut惜 t뱉uv묶 m耶잀m c�mattilt惜 ka�vi�itt묶 pa춊pp�laiyilt惜 e춁tu iruppu puk�riru�il ku�irve�iyil vi웏itta n惜 v퉟ttu vitirvitirtt묶 e黜iye黜i taruki잀y maka�� n惜u춁kku a�anta�ant� p�l tant묶 m言aikkatava�ka� ovvo췃�y ti웏pa�a ovvo췃u應um ca춁ttira� ma�o葺i pu�utippa�ivu�a� 耶am k�ynta m�micattu椿a�ka� ka춁vu va�into葺iya ka�aikka� 틆a�ka� ka黜�rva윜i urinta karuvi�i ma�ika� ularntu vara椿a n�vuka� u웏inta umi�n�r curappika� i웫kkappa葺a kuralva�aika� k�윜u椿a perum�ccuka� ell�m ma춊tam m퉣um muka�ka� �ri췃i p퉟i췃i pativuka� 퉡umi췃i e춎u� i웏i쨇um iva윜i�ai r�v性焌 p�lka� 湜am...e춁 eppa�ip p퉡a� ko�v묶. n葉i n贍a�ka� pu�aittu a웫pa�a ne쨇akk嚴�ukku� o�u�kuki췃atu �vi aiyak�...! e춁tu mo�iyilt惜 a�aikkappa葺묶�? allatu a�aippai e춁tu mo�iy�l purintuko椿묶�? varuma�aippaip pu웏nta應i mi춙kkum p�ccum mi춎i춊yi� paka葺um nuraikkum matuvum ko웙kkum vampum�y ki�app묶� n惜um. tavitta v�ykku ta黜�rk嚴a taram葉焌mal vantava�i ma웏ntu vakkarittu ceyala윜u uyirtappa v饍um n惜um v饍v븝ki uyirm�yum ivva�aipp贍arum entac cama춑葉�il enta ni웏iya�avil i�춙m y�r a�aipp�r� e�kunt惜 t뱉uv묶� kavitait惜 icaipp묶�...? ku�irk�lat to�akkam 30. mo�ivuka� 1 mu춎o�ivu 퉡o췃um e�utappa葺ir�ta orup�lai ve�iyum p�laiy틆a vi�impil ku�umiyirunta ni춁ivum e�춐ttavar palarkkum e犁tirukkak k嚴um! ne�umva�it tolaiv�? to�uv惜ant惜 mu�iv�? ma�a웤uyal palat�? oy�cist惜 ilakk�? etuvarum etir�...? evarunt惜 a웙ntilar avv밸aita춊l; 惜�lum iru�u應um n�m na�app튾 emk�lka�il ni웤튾 vi�iyumpo�util n�mirupp튾 nam pulve�iyil... icco웛a�ai mo�int틆 y�r�kavum irukkal�m ell�m� ku웙ppuka�t惜 ve윜u v�rttaika�a췃i v튋etumiruntatillai app틊u. 2 �yi춙m e췃aikk� iruntumirukki웏t�m v�kka�ikkappa葺a p�miyum karttar惜a vallavarum anta vallavar비a teriv惜a moyc퉧um moyc퉗k惜a kaikk튽um kalma�aiyum kalma�aiy嚴� kalanta akki춊yum k嚴av� n�rnilaika� ell�va윜i� m퉘um irattamayam�kkavum camuttiram pi�akkavum camuttiram pi�antu ve葺�ntarai t벼웏vum a웤uta�ka� ceyyavum a�imaika�ai m蜃kavum viviliyattil mu춎o�ivu appu웏m e�춁...? 3 it� ell�m� mu�intu vi葺atu mu�ivai neru�kivi葺atu e춁tt惜 avvapp틊i�k� palarum mu춎o�iki췃a춁r e�춐ttavarum k嚴att惜 tammo�ivuka� ma웏ntavar�y app�lai nilappaya�ika� pa윜i... appaya�ika� etir� imayam pura椿u i�iye췃i웏�kiyatum k惜al n�r葉um oy�cis ku웫kki葺atum muki웛a윜aika� v惜i� mu�ive췃ila�kiyatum u椿ut惜 惜�l... corima�al p튽 o葺�tu utirum utirika乙l ka葺appa葺at� e춁 nampappa葺a e� ci�춁쨇i웫 k嚴� mukam ko椿a muta웛o椿u evva黜am ivv�잀y mi�irki췃�y unta� o�ika椿u cilirikki췃atu ulaku. 4 tolkataika�il itik�ca�ka�il t벼웫m v惜i췃i웏�kiya t퉣arka� t퉣at�tarka� p튽a췃iyum viviliyam k�웫m�pp튽 a웤uta�ka� nika�tta karttarka乙l ira�cikka va�ivakaika� 퉡umi췃iyum u춁tarumaip putalvarka� karantu웏intu ulavi춁r irattam na춁itta춁r u�alam putaitta춁r u應am uyirtta춁r 틆mam va�artta춁r 븍a�atam �ki춁r ne�ump�lai ve�ita춊l� o�irum p�taiy�ki춁r ipp틊u p�rkki읂� cu윜ivaravum e�춐ttavar evarumilar 틆a vi�impata춊l ta춊y� kuntiyirukki췃묶 i�춁mum n惜 viyantapa�i va�imo�ital o췃ukk�y..! taippo�kal, 1997 31. nelliyum utirum ka춊ka�um v퉝pamara ni�alil koppell�m k�ykkott�y c�yntu ni웛um� p�ramatait t涉k�mal nelli maram ni춁ivu椿�? ka춊 utirttu ni웛umanta ci웫 nelli marattilt惜 k�y cuvaitt튾. c葉ciyam�y v�y cuvaitt튾. k�yttiruntatu p�r t묶a�aiyil t묶�kka乙y kalaiy�ta cu윜amp튽 kulaika� app틊u u춚ayi윜ilum namka춊. irumpuc ci웏kacaittu c�varakka� v惜튋i varukaiyilum ci�춊 viral�l ava춁ip pu웏nta應i ata춁�iyilt惜� veyil k�yntirukka v퉝pa�k�윜i��l n�m t틐ntirunt튾. v惜 ve�iyai a�antapa�i nam ka춁vil nelli ilaikk�mpuka�ai o췃o췃�y n� po웫kki ma�akke췃u mokko�ikkum melloliyilum k뱉�atu p�r nam cu윜amell�m uyiro�iyum 튰ai a웙y�y�? a웙nt튾� n�m �ro�intu �r비i�ainta u웏vo�intu u웏vi� �윜惜a ku�umpa alako�intu utirnta ka춊ka乙y v튋�ki v튋잀乙ki anniyam�kum katai k�lave�ita춊l karaintatu oru patt性焌��lum nelli u椿a avvaiyi� pa�a�kataiyaic cita웙 uru椿비um nam vayi윜uk ka춊ka�ukku oppuvikkum p틊i춊l� uyir pi�춊k ki�akkumem k�talta춁i icaikki췃atu ka� ni웏ittu v�윜irukkum nelli cittirai, 1998 ki. pi. aravinta� 湜attami�ar piracci춁iyil 蜃up葉u應a tami�akat tami�arka�i�aiy� paraval�ka a웙mukam惜a peyar yucuntarru. antac cuntari� contappeyar ki웙st틄par pir惜cis. t퉏iya i춁 vi�utalaipp틆ait talainimirntu na�attum at� n퉟attil camut�ya 튋웏tt饍vum vait�ka mura�p葉uka�um mu윜�ka n薪ka v뱝�um e춑ati� ceya웤a윜u mikkavar. pati�및u vayatu�aiya i�amparuvattil퉧� v蜃�ait tu웏ntu p틆葉�attil m養kiyavar. muppatt�웫 vayatil m辰�um v蜃u tirumpi��r. pati�惜ku vayatil periy�ri� karuttukka�il ma춁m patittavar. i웫kkamiku katt튽ikka matakuru 튋pa�uttiya ma춁kkacapp�l va�ip葉�ait tu웏nt�r; matattaiyum tu웏nt�r; periy�riyattaiyum cam�ka m�윜attai va�ina�attum m�윜uccinta춁ika�aiyum 튋웫kko椿u tam v饍kkaiyilum pi춑a윜upavar. katt튽ikka matava�ikku�umpattaic c퉟nta ki웙st틄par pir惜cis caivamata va�ikku�umpattaic c퉟nta cumattiriyai, t�li a�ital p벼웏 ca�a�kuka�ai ma웫ttu tiruma�am ceytu ko椿avar. ivarka�u�aiya ku�umpa ni웫va춁ttil matattai nu�aiya a춙matittatillai. c�ti, matam ka�anta na�parka�aiy� u웏vu va葺am�kkik ko椿avar. ta웤틊u t�vira araciyal tavirtta cam�kap po웫ppu�arvu mikka ceya웤葉uka�ai mu�춅�uttu varuki췃�r. pulampeyar v饍vil 'mau춁m' k�l性�ita�i� tokupp贍ar; '湜amuracu' v�ra ita� �ciriyar ku�uvi� pa�iy�윜iyavar. iya웤eyar ki웙st틄par pir惜cis. ilakkiyappeyar ki. pi. aravinta�. 'ka춁vi� m�ti', ivari� m耶잀vatu kavitaittokuppu. mutalira椿u tokuppukka�: 'i춊yoru vaika웏i', 'mukam ko�'. ta웤틊u ku�umpatt비u pir惜cil vacittu varuki췃�r. This page was first put up on Jan 29, 2001