Project Madurai Copyright (c) 1998-2000 All Rights Reserved Tamil Works of Contemporary Sri Lankan authors - iii Aziya nizalkaL: oru kavitait tokuppu (by M.a. Nuhman) 旼컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴커 � THIS TEXT FILE IS FOR REFERENCE PURPOSES ONLY! � � COPYRIGHT AND TERMS OF USAGE AS FOR SOURCE FILE. � � � � Text converted to Classical Sanskrit Extended � � (CSX) encoding: � � � � description character = ASCII � � � � long a � 224 � � long A � 226 � � long i � 227 � � long I � 228 � � long u � 229 � � long U � 230 � � vocalic r � 231 � � vocalic R � 232 � � long vocalic r � 233 � � vocalic l � 235 � � long vocalic l � 237 � � velar n � 239 � � velar N � 240 � � palatal n � 164 � � palatal N � 165 � � retroflex t � 241 � � retroflex T � 242 � � retroflex d � 243 � � retroflex D � 244 � � retroflex n � 245 � � retroflex N � 246 � � palatal s � 247 � � palatal S � 248 � � retroflex s � 249 � � retroflex S � 250 � � anusvara � 252 � � anusvara (overdot) � 167 � � capital anusvara � 253 � � visarga � 254 � � (capital visarga 255) � � long e � 185 � � long o � 186 � � � � additional: � � l underbar � 215 � � r underbar � 159 � � n underbar � 173 � � k underbar � 201 � � t underbar � 194 � � � � Other characters of the CSX encoding table are � � not included. Accents have been dropped in order � � to facilitate word search. � 읕컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴컴켸 a�iy� ni�alka�: oru kavitait tokuppu (�ciriyar : em.�.nu�m惜) Etext Preparation : Mr. R. Padmanabha Iyer, London, UK & Dr. N. Kannan, Kiel, Germany (input); Mr. Govardhanan Ramachandran, Columbus, Ohio, USA (Proof-reading) Web version: K. Kalyanasundaram, Lausanne, Switzerland (c) Project Madurai 1999-2000 Project Madurai is an open, voluntary, worldwide initiative devoted to preparation of electronic texts of tamil literary works and to distribute them free on the internet. Details of Project Madurai are available at the website http://www.tamil.net/projectmadurai You are welcome to freely distribute this file, provided this header page is kept intact. Tamil Works of Contemporary Sri Lankan authors - iii aziya nizalkaL: oru kavitaitokuppu (by M.a. Nuhman) a�iy� ni�alka�: oru kavitait tokuppu (�ciriyar : em.�.nu�m惜) 1. mu�춙rai 2. vi�aiy葉�u 3. m蜃ci 4. nampikkai 5. kavitai u應am 6. ka춁vum k�riyamum 7. a�akiya t�mai 8. ma�aiyil na춁ipava�ukk�ka 9. i웏ppill� i웏ntak�lam 10. vaika웏i nilavu 11. iravukku v饍ttu 12. u� varavukk�ka 13. i춊 n涉ka� po�utell�m maki�cci ko�v튾 14. t�rattu mi�춁l 15. a�iy� ni�alka� 16. nilavu po�inta 틆 iravu v밸aiyil 17. k�li v�tiyil 18. n惜 va�arnta karuppai 19. n�l�va�a� ni춁iv�ka 20. ta춊mai iravu 21. oru t붓i춊� mara�am 22. v饍vum mara�amum 1. oru mu�춙rai 1964 mutal 1979 varaiyu應a k�lappakutiyil e���l e�utappa葺a ta춊u�arvu c�rnta (Personal) kavitaika� cilava윜i� tokupp�ka inn�l ve�ivaruki웏tu. ittokuppil u應a kavitaika�i� cila, n惜 'citt�nta ve웫maiyil' irunta e춁tu �rampak�lap pa�aippuka�. mu웤튻ku araciyal, ilakkiyak ko�kaika�il 蜃up葉u 튋pa葺a pi웏ku e�utiya kavitaika� cilavum ittokuppil u應a춁. �yi춙m iva윜il etuvum n퉟a�iy惜a cam�ka, araciyal piracci춁ika� c�rntavaiyalla. at� v밸ai ivaiyell�m mu윜ilum ta춊 贍ukkuriyavaiyum (Private) alla. 惜�l potuv�ka araciyalukku pu웏mp惜avai e췃u collal�m. e춁tu cam�ka, araciyal c�rp惜a kavitaika�aip pa�ittiruppavarka� ittokuppil u應a perump�l惜a kavitaika� ava윜iliruntu vittiy�cam�ka iruppataik k性p�rka�. inta vittiy�cattai e춁tu mura�p葉�kak karutuv틆um u�ar. v튋up葉�ukkum mura�p葉�ukkum i�aiy� p퉡am k性a mu�iy�maiyi� vi�aiv� itu. itupa윜ip pi웏ku vi�akkuv묶. mutalil, mu웤튻ku ilakkiyakk�rarai (cilar vitivilakk�ka irukkal�m) ittokuppu tiruptippa�utt�tu e췃� ni춁ikki읂�. 묶e춊l itil� cam�ka araciya� piracca춁ika� pa윜iya kavitaika� etuvum illai. ikkavitaika� cam�kap piracci춁ika�ukkut t�rv�, va�ik葉�al� tar�; makka�aip p틆葉�attukkut ta葺i e�upp�. y�r� oruva춙�aiya ta춊ppa葺a ma춁 u�arvuka�aiyum avaca�ka�aiyum pa�ippat�l cam�kattukku e�춁 l�pam? e췃u avarka� k뱉p�rka�, itu niy�yam惜a k밸vit惜. 惜�l orupakka niy�yam�. ilakkiyattil� cam�ka, araciyal piracci춁ika�ukku mika mukkiya i�am u椿u e춑atil u웫tiy惜a nampikkai u�aiyava� n惜. 惜�l cam�ka araciyal piracci춁ika�ukku ma葺um� ilakkiyattil i�am u椿u e춑atil e춁kku u�a춑葉u illai. mu웤튻ku e�utt贍arka� cam�ka, araciyal piracci춁ika� pa윜iy� e�utav뱝�um, iva윜ukkup puramp惜a (k�tal p벼웏) ta춊ppa葺a vicaya�ka�ai e�utakk嚴�tu e췃u pala mu웤튻k贍arka� karutuvat�kat teriki웏tu. itu apattam惜a karuttu e춑atu e� apippir�yam. ilakkiyam mu�umottam惜a ma춊ta a춙pavatti� ve�ipp葉u e췃ut惜 n惜 karutuki췃묶. kavi쨅춙m oru c�t�ra�a ma춊ta춗惜. ava� camut�yattil oru a�kam e췃a vakaiyil�, camut�yattil ta�kiyirukki웏va� e췃a vakaiyil� cam�ka araciyal piracci춁ika�ukku ava� mukkiyattuvam ko�ukka v뱝�um. at퉣밸ai ava� ta춊ya��kavum irukki잀�. ava춙kke췃u ta춊ppa葺a, conta (Personal) a춙pava�ka�um piracci춁ika�um u椿u. avai kavitaika�il ve�ivaruvatu tavirkka mu�iy�tatu. ava윜ukkum oru t퉣aiyum mukkiyattuvamum u椿u. cilav밸ai oru cam�kappiracci춁iyum oru ta춊ppa葺a a춙pavamum u웏vu�aiyavaiy�ka o췃�kav� irukkal�m. cilav밸ai avai u웏va윜u v튋uv튋�ka irukkal�m. ut�ra�am�ka k�tal oru ta춊ppa葺a a춙pavam, oru ta춊ppa葺a piracci춁i ma葺umalla. atu oru cam�kap piracci춁iyumt惜. oru cam�kap piracci춁i e췃a vakaiyil ata웛u enta a�avu mukkiyattuvam u椿� ta춊ppa葺a a춙pavam e췃a vakaiyilum ata웛u anta a�avu mukkiyattuvam u椿u. ma춊ta v饍vil iruntu k�talaip pirikka mu�iy�tu. �kav� kavitaiyil iruntum ilakkiyattil iruntum ataip pirikka mu�iy�tu. itu p벼웏tut惜 oru na�pa춊� oru ku�antaiyi�, oru t�yi� pirivukk�ka, mara�attukk�ka ira�kik kala�kuvatum; oru iya웛ai va춁ppil ma춁tai i�appatum itup벼웏tut惜. iva윜ukku araciyal mukkiyattuvam ill�vi�i춙m ilakkiyattil� ivai ell�va윜ukkum� mukkiyattuvam u椿u. 묶e춊l ivai ma춊ta a춙pava�ka� e췃u cilava윜ai otukkuvatum mu웤튻kai etirkkum cutta ilakkiyav�tika� araciyal vicaya�ka� e췃u cilava윜ai otukkuvatum apattam惜atu; itu e� karuttu. e춁tu 't�tt�m�rum' p퉟arka�um, 'nilame�춙m nall贍' p벼웏 kavitaika�ukku u應a cam�ka, araciyal mukkiyattuvam, ittokuppil� i�am pe윜u應a 'a�iy� ni�alka�' ta춊mai iravu' p벼웏 kavitaika�ukku illai e춑atu ve�ippa�ai. cam�ka mukkiyattuvam a윜avai e춑ata��l퉧� ivai ve�ippa�uttum ma춊ta u�arvuka� pe웫 matiya윜avai �kivi�um�? appa�iy惜�l v饍kkaiyi� oru perum pakutiy� pe웫matiya윜at�ki vi�um. cam�kak ko�umaika�ukku etir惜a u�arvuka�ai ve�ippa�uttuvatu oru pa�aipp贍ikku evva�avu iyalp惜at� atup튽 ta춁kk� uriy� ta춊 a춙pava u�arvuka�ai ve�ippa�uttuvatum iyalp惜atut惜. nilame�춙m nall贍um', 'a�iy� ni�alka�um' e춁tu a춙pava�ka�i� u�arvuka�i� ve�ipp葉uka�t�m. o췃u cam�ka u�arvu, ma윜atu ta춊 u�arvu ira椿um mura�pa葺avai alla ; v튋upa葺avai. 'ta�춁i m�rkciyav�ti e췃u p�va춁i pa黜ik ko�pavar 'k�li v�tiyil' cellum pe黜aip p�rttu 'veri nais k퉟l' e췃u ce��ime��al�ka urukitta應al�m�? itu p퉡amai allav�?' e췃a poru�pa�a ittokuppil u應a 'k�liv�tiyil' kavitaipa윜i pattu varu�a�ka�ukku mu춑� e춁tu na�par mu.po�춁mpalam e�utiyirunt�r. (mallikai, m�rc 1972). itta춁ikkum avarum oru kavi쨅r. mutali antak kavitai ce��ime��l�ka urukitta應uvatalla e춑ataik k嚴a avar�l purintuko應a mu�iyavillai. avva�avu kavittuva u�arvu avarukku! a웫patuka�i� pi웤akutiyil� 湜attu mu웤튻ku ilakkiyattil vara葺uv�tam m퉘븝ki iruntap틊u (atu i�춙m mu윜�ka ma웏intuvi�avillai). ittakaiya ci웫 a춙pava�ka�um kavitaiy�ka e�utappa�al�m e춑ataik k葉�uvata웛�kav� n惜 atai e�uti�묶. ca춁 nericali� mattiyil, avacara k�riyam�kac ce췃u ko椿irukkaiyil oru pe黜i� a�aki� �rppu 튋pa�uttiya oru ka�ac cala춁m, at� avacarattil, k�rka�um paska�um iraintu kalanta nerucalil avacaram�kav� kalaintu p틍araitt惜 akkavitai k�웫ki췃atu. putumaip pitta춊� 'itu mi�i� yukam' kataiyil varum ma춊tayantiram m�tiri atil� 'ce��ime��al惜a urukal' etuvum illai. oru m�rkc�yav�tiy�ka iruppata웛u ittakaiya a춙pava�ka�ai e�utuvata웛um e�춁 mura�p葉u? ikkavitai m�rkc�yakk비p葉柱�u eppa�i m틊ik ko�ki췃atu? e춑atu e춁kku puriyavillai. pi웛�lattil po�춁mpalam e췃u oru 'pirapa쨇a yat�rttav�ti' ippa�iyell�m colluv�r e췃u terintirunt�l je�춊yaip pa윜it t惜 e�utiya a웤utam惜a k�tal kavitaika�aiyell�m k�rlm�rks t�yi葺uk ko�uttiyirupp惜� teriy�tu. appa�i na�antirunt�l evva�avu na亢am�ka iruntirukkum. m�rks e췃a ma춊ta춊� pi웙toru pakutiyai namm�l a웙ya mu�iy�mal� p틐irukkum. nalla k�lam attakaiya turatir亢a�ka� nika�avillai. mu웤튻ku e�utt贍arka� varkkap p틆葉�attaip pa윜i ma葺um� e�utik ko椿irunt�l po�춁mpalam p벼웏 惜m�kav�tika� veku cant빙am�kac cattam p비uki잀rka�. p�ru�ka� inta mu웤튻ku e�utt贍arka�ai. ivarka� v饍kkaiyai ve웫m poru乙t�ra u웏v�kav� p�rkki췃�rka�. itu evva�avu va웏葺utta춁m e췃u mu웤튻ku e�utt贍arka� ma춊ta춊� ta춊 u�arvuka�ukkum ilakkiya va�ivam ko�utt�lum ivarka� cattam p비uki잀rka�. p�ru�ka� inta m�rkc�yav�tika�ai. ivarka� ta춊ma춊ta u�arvuka�aip pa윜iyell�m e�utuki잀rka�. m�rkc�yam� ivarka�ukkup puriyavillai e췃u. ivv�웫 ivarka� ta�ka�ukku vacatiy惜a oru m�rkc�yattaic ciru亢ittuk ko椿u allalpa�uki잀rka�. avarka�ukk�ka a춙t�pappa�uvatait tavira v튋u etuvum ceyvata웛illai. ivva�avum n惜 co�춁tu e춁tu kavitaika�ukku 'vakk�lattu' v涉ki ava윜i� ci웏ppai nilain葉�uvata웛�ka alla. mu웤튻ku v�tika�um, mu웤튻kait t性�ip pirapa쨇attil ca쨇arippavarka�um ittakaiya pa�aippuka�ait t辰焌mai u�arvu�a� p�rkkat t퉣aiyillai e춑atai u�arttatt惜. ma윜apa�i it tokuppil u應a kavitaika� ell�m makatt惜a ciru亢ika� e췃u n惜 karutavillai. makatt惜a kavitaika�aip pa�aippatu e� n튻kamum a췃u. e춁tu a춙pava�ka�aiyum, u�arvuka�aiyum cinta춁ika�aiyum n惜 kavitaika乙kap parivartta춁i ceyki췃묶 avva�avut惜. n惜 oru c�t�ra�a ma춊ta�; e춁tu kavitaika�um c�t�ra�am惜avai. i췃u tami�il� ell틆um makatt惜a kavitaika� e�utuki췃�rka�. e춁tu kavitaika� ma葺um�vatu c�t�ra�am�ka iruntuvi葺up p튻a葺um�. ittokuppu ve�ivarak k�ra�am�y irunta na�par i.patman�pa aiyarukkum, inn�lai ve�iyi�um narmat� patippakatt�rukkum e춁tu na췃ika�. "n�웙 ma춖il", kalmu춁i- em.�.nu�m惜 ila�kai. 30.8.1982 2. vi�aiy葉�u n辰�a ne�ump�tai; ne쨇� cumai ka춁kkum p性�am. ata웛up parik�ram t뱉uvata웛u v뱝�i na�akki췃묶. v�ti aruki춊l� k�lam ka�antu ka�itta cuva�uka�i� k튽am varaintu, ku�irnta ni�alukk틆 p�lam amaikkum pa�aiya marutamaram. manti ko웙ttu maki�nta ka춊ka�i춁ic cintum ki�aika� cilirkka i춊yava�ai muntip pi�ikka mu춁inta maki�cciyil� k�cce췃um, i춑ak ki�arcci tava�nt비um p퉏cil maki�ntum, pi�aintum u�arccika�ai m퉧ccal puriyum viruppil ma춊tatti� �ta�kam i췃i na�akkum a�i웤i應aik k�tal vi�aiy葉�il kavalaikki�amu椿�? v�ti ki�akkum ve웫maikku, itu o췃u p틊�t� i춑ap polivai vi�aivikka. m�t贍, ka�ava� ma춁tai i�uttu, iru椿a p�tai ku웫kk�kap p�ynt贍; a�il k嚴a 性a췃�? anta a�a�kait turattuvatum v辰�kipp튾�? vira葺ik ko椿비ukaiyil v性贍aip p튻kuta웛u vantatuv� ivva椿i n辰�a teruvil nerintu ki�ant�y n�. p퉏ci�antu, a춑up pi�aippi�antu ma�m�tu m�ccum tu웏ntu mu�inta u춁ip p�rttuk 'k�c' ce췃贍; i춑ak ki�arcci tava�ntatuv�? 性�a i춊mai a춁ittum i�anta u춁it t辰�i e�utt묶. ti�itt�y e춁tu ma춁p p性�attu� m辰�um pa�u. ** 24.01.1964 3. m蜃ci n� oru n贍, u� ni춁ivup pe葺akattai e춑�l n蜃�iyatum n惜 ata웛u� nittiraiyil 饍nt묶. v퉧�ku�ali� mellicaiy�m mettaiyil�, ka�ka� v�cuki췃a a춑i춊�a me춚a�iyi� 嚴� 틐ve�ukka v뱝�uvata� u춏i춁iv�? illai. �웙varum ta�pu춁lil i춌a춁vu k性ap p�yviritta 비attil pa應i ko應uki췃묶. p饍ve�iyil 틆 cu춁iyaip p�rttu racikki췃묶. nam itayam m�웙yatai n�m a웙ntu ko椿튾. na應iravil, vi�ve�iyil ve應ika�ai e黜a emmi�aiy� e黜a�avu i췃uvarai illai. e춌a춁vai e黜uvatum e黜ariya tollai. tamu�arvup poykai, oru t�maraiyi� k뱝i. ta�ma춁ttaic cintuvata웛�y a�ku mu�aittu應a cemmu�ariyi� mukaiyi� mellita�ka� c퉟ttu te應iyaav v비aiyil� vi葺u maki�ki췃묶. ve�mukilai v湜ttuta웛�y ve應ika�um 비um. ve應ika�ai v湜ttuta웛�y ve�mukilum 비um. ta黜ilavu mello�iy�l cittira�ka� t蜃�it tantirukkum ivvi춊ya v밸aiyil�, n惜e� ka�imaika� m嚴uki읂�. k性pata웛u nalla k葉cika乙y illai e춙m k�ra�att�l alla. vi�ve�iyi� mellamaiti meyyu�arvai m蜃ka m辰�um u�at ta�pu춁lil i춌a춁vu k性p묶. 16-05-1964 4. nampikkai ka黜�rt tu�iyi� karutte�춁 e� i춊ya pe黜�? vacantap perunilavil ve應ika�ai n튻ki eta웛in ne�um�ccu? nu� u�arvait t퉗kum u춁tu ci웫nakaiyil e� uyiraik ka葺i i�utta ak k�lattai u춏i춁ivu va葺ami�al k嚴um. e춙춊m ma춁m vetumpit tu춑attil ka黜�r ukukkum tuyar etaiyum a춑�, atil n惜 a웙y묶�; u춎�te� ne쨇il vi�aintu ni웏inta mu�u a춑i춁iyum tu쨇um po�utu u웫ti tolaiy�ta nampikkaiy비um pi�aintu, na웫malari� tumpiy�yp p葉it tutitt묶. e춊춙m n� ell�m na�ippe췃� e黜uvaiy� illaiye춊l colluka e� a춑�; tuyarni웏inta, cant퉗ak kalni웏inta p�taiyil n� k�l n튻ac cell�t�. melliya u� p�tattil v湜ntu, e� ta춊 iyalpaik k性ikkai ceyye췃u, ak ka黜�raik k葉焌t�. n性am ni웏inta na웏ivi�iyil nampikkai a�kucam�y ni췃�l a�uttu� tuyarell�m e�k� ma웏iyum. iruvar itayattum cempo� cu�arntu ce�umai p튋a v뱝�il nampikkai v뱝�um namakku. 16-01-1965 5. kavitai u應am ve�mukil비u n�mum mitakkal�m; v�cuki췃a ta黜iya te췃al嚴um ta�irka�i� me춎aiy嚴um pa黜u�a�, u�arvaip peyyum pacu�ki�aik kuyilka類�um ta黜�rum ta黜�rum p튽 kalantu웏 v葉al�m�. ko葺aip p�kka�춁 ci�춁k kuruvika類�u n�mum o葺al�m. ava윜i� n辰�a �ci m�kk비u c퉟ntu mo葺alar malaril t묶ai mukaral�m; i�aika� pi�춙m pa葺un�웤�cciy비um palakatai p퉏al�m�. mallikaip p�vil, ne쨇am maki�al�m; ma웫k�l anta mellita� ce웙vil teyva m묶maiyai u�aral�m, cev valliyi� amaivil t�ymai a�aiyal�m;ma�attaic cintum mullaiyil k�ta� pe黜i� mu웫valaik k性al�m�. ku�antaiyi� cirippil ne쨇am ku�aiyal�m; pularip p틊il vi�umpa춊t tu�iyil; pulli� vi�impi춊l; taraiyil kunti e�um ci웫 pu應i� va黜a i웏kkaiyi� tu�ippil ne쨇am ta�ampal�m: ava윜il i춑at ta춊ccuvai k性al�m�. iya웛aiyi� acaivu t틹um i춑attai nukaral�m;vi� vayalka�il ulaka v饍vi� ma웏iporu� te�iyal�m; nam ayalavar tuyaril pa�kum a�aiyal�m e춊l�, v饍vi� kayamaika� ka�iya n�m틆 k�viyam p葉al�m�. 10-06-1965. 6. ka춁vum k�riyamum k�ntalaik kaiy�l pa윜ik k틊i�贍 k틊ai; t嶪i� c�ynta춁�; irunt贍; kaiyil �yntame� p俺kottaip p튽 葉i�贍; pi���l ceyt� v퉧nta춁� ne쨇i� k�tal v뱉kaiyai; e�untu ce췃贍. tu�aippattaik ko椿u mu윜am tulakki�贍; i�uppil kaiyai ma�akkiyav�웫 ni췃贍; ma웫pu웏m tirumpic ce췃贍. ki�aittatai ell�m ca윜� ki�ikki잀�; kacakkuki췃贍 i�aikki�ai mukattil v퉟vai kacivatait tu�aittal ceyt贍. ceyalka�i� poru� y�to췃um terikil贍; vi�iyi� u應� puyalvarum p튽 틆 t틹웏m putaikki잀�; e춊춙m ve葺ai vayalve�i p튽 틆 t틹웏m vata춁ttil k葉�uki췃贍. mayalko�um m�rkkam 틍v틆 acaivilum varaint� u應贍. ku�attu�a� na�antu ce췃贍 ku�irnta n�r mo椿u va黜a nu�akku�a� acaintacaintu nociki잀�; varuki잀�, pi� a�uppa�i ce췃u kunti, atara�ka� kuvittut t�yai mu�ukki�贍, nilavai m퉗am m嚴utal k葉�uki췃贍. ka�ka�ai viralka� ko椿u kacakki�贍, mukattil v湜um vi�ka�ai ko應avanta m퉗attai otukki, ell�p pe�ka�aip p튽um c퉘ai pi춑u웏m cerukik kunti u�kalam a춁ittum t퉧ttu uraciy� ka�uvuki췃贍. u�avi춁i mu�itt贍 p튽um u�atti�ai uru�uki췃a ni춁0vi춁i vi�iyi� k嚴a nika�tti�贍: i�amai k性um ka춁vuka� i�aiyil v蜃�uk k�riyam vant�l e�춁? ti춁mump튽a u�arvi� i춑ac cilirppi춊l ta�ampuki췃贍. 6-07-1965 7. a�akiya t�mai maiyiru� p틊il, v惜il malarntu�a p�kka�i춌湜 vaiyakam u웏�kump틊u va�iyilum iru� t俺ki윜u, kaiyil 틆 vi�akkai 퉚ti kavintu�a iru�i�嚴u paiya, e� illam n튻kip p�taiyil na�antu ce췃묶. k葉�i�ai malarnta p�kka� kama�nta춁; nukarntat�l, 틆 p葉�e춁 tu應attu應� patu�kip pi� ve�iy� 웙윜u. n葉�iya vi�iyi� k�tai na�uvil�, ci웙tu ta應i k葉�iya vi�akkil 퉡� kavi춙웏 o�irak ka椿묶. perukiya o�iyil n�lam pi웏ntatu: ka웫ppu ve應ai marakata ni웏�ka� c퉟nta varika乙l, ma�iyi� k틍aic curu�e춁c curu椿a ci�춁c cu�ar uruk ka椿묶; �m 틆 irutalai r�kam ka椿av ve�iyil� kavarcci ko椿묶. o�irki웏 ata춁i ne쨇am uvantatu; t븍il m�rpil ta�uval�m e춁 e� ne쨇u� t�pamum m퉘븝ki윜u ta�uval�m, �yi� naccut ta춎ai u椿a췃�? �m, 틆 a�akiya t�mai p벼웏 ata춁i n惜 a�itt� ko췃묶 26-12-1966 8. ma�aiyil na춁ipava�ukk�ka ceruppup p비�tu cellum c퉧i犁y, ca윜u nil: ic curuppukku� u춁tu p�tam t틐ki웏t�, aiy�, e� viruppukkum uriya pe黜�, v�tiyil ma�aipeyyu�k�l kuruttup p튽 u춁tu me춌�l c튋웙l� kumaiyal�m�? ku�aippi�ittu應�y; 惜�l ko葺umip peruma�ai u� u�aika�ai na춁itt�l u췃a� u應葉ai teriyuma췃�? na�aitavir; ca윜u nil, n� na춁italait tavirtta pi�춁r vi�ai taruki읂�, i�춙m v퉗am�y p튻al�m�. ma�aiyil� na춁iyum pe黜� v�, ca윜� otu�ki ni웤튾. va�i e�kum caktiy퉘, ev v�웫 n� ma葺um conta a�aku�a� p틊al k嚴um, �tal�l ma�ai 틐a葺um ma�aiyil� na춁iyum pe黜� v�, ca윜� otu�ki ni웤튾. 4-10-1966 9. i웏ppill� i웏nta k�lam v�tiyil p튻ump틊u� vi�ika�aip p�rtt묶, e췃a� k�tali, n�y� e�춁ik k性�tu p튽 celki췃�y, m�ta�ka� cilamu�, a춑�l maki�ntu n�m kalantirunt튾 p퉡a�ka� a윜튾 e췃u p퉏i�튾: pi�aintu ni췃튾. pu�춁kai o췃u ceyt묶 p�vai n� varutal ka椿u e�춁kai malaraik ka椿�y e춊춙m n� tirumpic ce췃�y mu�춅l�m a춑il n涉ka� mu�uki�튾; ni춁ikkum p틊� i춑u윜튾, mu웫val p�tt튾 itayattil malarcci ko椿튾. i췃u n� ava윜aiyell�m 묶 a�ikki췃�y? n涉ka� ce췃an贍 v饍ntatell�m ceya웛aiy�? poyy�? e췃� i췃u e춁titayattu應� e�unta춁 vi��kka�; u�mai o췃u pi� poy'y m�웙l �, atu periya tu춑am! ve웫ppu윜u v饍tal a춑� iya웛aikku vir틊am�kum. ve웫ppu웫m p틊� n涉ka� tu춑attil vi�uki췃튾 viruppu웏l, a춑u ceytal iyalp惜a v뱉kaiy�kum viruppi춁i, a춑aik ko췃�l tu춑am� mikuntup튻um. e� vi�ika�i춁ik k性a iyal�tu tirumpum�웫m e� mu웫vali춁i 퉚ta iyal�tu ku춊yum�웫m u� u�am palamku췃i윜�? u�maiyil a춑u ceyta mu�춁iya nilaiyai m嚴a mu춁inta춁iy� ipp틊u? i웏ppu윜a ka�a�ka�ell�m u�maiyil i웏ppatillai. pi웏ppu윜u em v饍kkai 뱉�i� pi춑u웏m to�arntu ni웛um. ma웏ppu윜u v饍tal poy am ma�it tuka�ka�i춁i. n涉ka� i웏ppu윜a p틊um antak ka�a�ka類 i웏ppatillai. 9-3-1967 10. vaika웏i nilavu vaika웏i nilavu v�calil vi�untatu ney u웏intatu p튽 n辰�a v惜il m튋k� kavi�ntu vi�app�rkki웏tu. m퉗ak k嚴�am mitantu ce췃atu p튻ap p튻ap putaintu putaintu ve應ip p�kka� mi�irnta춁 ma�ki ve應ip p�kka� m퉗ak k嚴�am ta應it teriyum ta춊tta춊 mara�ka� vaika웏i nilavu varainta ni�alka� vaika웏i nilavu v�calil vi�untatu ilaika�uk k嚴� nilavu va�intatu nilavut tu�ika� ne�inta춁 ma黜il vaika웏i nilavu ma�akkum p�kka� pa춊kku�ir cumantu paravum k�윜u... amaiti a�akai a�aittup pu�arntatu. a�utta a웏iyil ku웏葺aic cattam i�aikki�ai k뱉kum, e춊춙m vaika웏i nilavu v�calil vi�um�!. 7-1-1968. 11. iravukku v饍ttu irav�, n� v饍i! i�amaik ka춁vu taravantu ni웛i췃�y ta�uvum karum p틆vai p틆ttuvan tu應�y po�utu pularvata� mu� c퉟ntu muya�kac ci웙t� tukil ka�aint튾 e�ka� tuyarai erittup pocukka it�, ka�ku� po�ut�, n� k�tal nerupp튋웙 i�kuvantu應�y i�amai ka춊kaiyil, n�m m�cc비u m�ccai uraci muya�kuki읃m. 饍nta iravi� amaiti i�am ka춁vaic c養ntu ki�akkum cukam peritu n� v饍i. irav� n� v饍i! i춊ya u웏kkam taravantu ni웛i췃�y ta�uvum karum p틆vai p틆ntuvan tu應�y po�utu pularvata� mu� n�rnta a�uppai erikka i춊 m辰�um v퉟ttuk ka�aittu ve웙 ko椿u p틆葉ic c퉟ttu varuta웛�y ci웙tu ka�aipp�웏 n� vantu ni웛i췃�y n辰�a paka� po�utu k�ycci e�utta ka춁lait ta�ikki췃�y. irav� n� v饍i! i춊ya amaiti parava varuki췃�y. amaiti paravukaiyil.. palli oli ceyyum 'pakki�' e췃u 틆 marattil kunti iruntu kural ko�ukkum avv튰ai vi葺u vi葺uk k뱉ki웏tu. v�tika�il n紳ve웫mai o葺it tuyil ki웏tu. e�k� oru n�yi� cattam e�avum, to�arntu cilacattam k뱉�u ma웏iki웏tu ne쨇il ki�arntuvarum p葉�ai metuv�yp pa�ikkum i춁nteriy�c ci윜uyirka� ceyyum ci웫cattam k뱉ki웏tu. u윜u�arnt�l ne쨇am uvakkum ivaitavira pa윜i eriyum paka� po�uti� all튽am ca윜묶um a윜a iravu tarum kariya p틆vaikku� n涉ka� pukuntu em tuyar ma웏pp튾 v퉟vai ta�iya vi�im嚴i n�m tuyilv튾. p�kka� tuyilum pu�uti ma�al비u t�kkattil 饍ntu ki�akkum pa춊kkacivil cilli葺up p벼a ci웫pul nu춊m�tum k�윜ut tuyil ceyyum n涉ka� ka춁vuka�ai 튋웫t tuyilv튾 iravum tuyil ceyyum. irav� n� v饍i i춊ya u웏kkam taravantu ni웛i췃�y ta�uvum karump틆vai p틆ttuvan tu應�y po�utu pularvata춎u� i윜aip pakalil i�antava윜ai n�m m蜃kum ve윜ip po�ut�y vi�iya u춁tu karum p틆vaikku� n涉ka� pukuntu palam pe웫v튾. e�ka� tuyara�ka� e�ka� u�akkumu웏l e�ka� po잀mai e�ka� kur틊a�ka� e�ka� capala�ka� e�ka� u�arccive웙 itta춁iyum ca윜� i�antu n�m u춚arav�l puttam putu ulaku� p틐 pukuntu k�laivarai emmai ma웏ntu ki�app튾 ata��l.... �! irav� n� v饍i i춊tu. 25-3-1968. 12. u� varavukk�ka.... u�춙�aiya mu�춊laiyil n惜 turump�y �vataiyum uvapp묶. a춑�, i�춙m i�춙m n惜ci웙ya uruv�ki ka�aiciyil� ill�t�ki e�춁i a�itti�uvata웛um i�a�ki�uv묶 �yi춙m n� e�k� u應�y? i�춙m i�ku t벼잀ta ulaki�aiy�? i�k퉡惜 irukki췃�y�? i췃uvarai n惜 a웙nta ell틆um uyarnta oru p蜃at t튋i ni췃apa�iy� all�l e��비u kalappata웛u ni춁itt�rillai. a췃umutal i췃uvarai e� a웙vum avv�읂 �ki n惜um ce췃amara ataivi�avum uyar p蜃att튋i avar mu� celki췃묶. �yi춙m e� iyalpata춁i �tarikkavillai, e췃a� akattil �웫m n퉧a u�arve춙m �윜ai camave�iyi� ni�ala�arnta c튽aim�tu p�yavi�um iyalp�, e� iyalp�kum. avv�웫 p�yump틊� t�ya oru cukam paravi tuyark嚴a maki�ccitarum cuvaiy�y m�웫m. avarka�u�a� ta춊ttirukkum v밸aika�il a춑�, e� akattil �웫m cuvai ni웏inta iyalp惜a u�arvuka�ai tam iyalp�l c틊ikki췃�r. ivar iyalp� epp틊um tammai uyar p蜃att� 튋웙vaikkum kavalaiyil� m養kiyat�l e춁kkum avar avv�읂 poru� k性ki췃�r. e춊춙m ivar iyalpuka�u� e� iyalpai orup틊um i�akk묶 e췃a� ta춊 iyalpu ci웏nta te춊l atil uyirka� ta�irkkume춊l a춑�, u�춊l e춁i uyartti vaiy묶 n惜. e춁tai vi�a u춁tiyalp� i춊kkum惜al e춁tiyalpai u춁tiyalpil i�akkumoru n贍� e� i��贍 �kum. e�춙�aiya camave�i, u� ticai n튻ki n惜 e춁tu itaya �윜ai i�춙m i�춙m cumantapa�i ne�unt�ram k�l na�aiy�y e�uttuc celv묶. ci�춁toru ma�aittu�iyum k湜n튻kic cippiyi춙� v湜ntu, c퉟ntu ta� iyalpai ata�비u kalappatup튽 n惜um u춁ic c�rntu ni웤묶 n� e�k� irunti�i춙m n� y�r�y irunti�i춙m ni춁tu ne쨇il 틐�mal a춑aruvi �윜e�ukkum�yil, atil o윜up pa葺up p틐 a�intu p틐i�i춙m vekuv�ka n惜 ata춁ip p틹웏l ceyv묶 �yi춙m n� e�ku應�y? a춑�, n� e�k묶um u應�y t惜�? e�k� e� itayamalar viriki췃a n�raruvi irukkum�, �! e�k� e� ta춊iyalpu ce�ippa�aiyum camave�ika� u椿� a춑�, a�k퉡惜 n� irupp�y, avai n�t惜. avvi�attai a�mic ce췃u ta�ki maki�veytum oru t�pattai e춎a춁tu� ta�irkkac ceyv묶. n�m orun贍 cantittal k嚴ume춊l atti춁ttil namatu p蜃am t�m peritu e춙m ci웙ya carccaika�ukkapp�l� t�vic celv튾. �m, ematu ci웫 u�arvuk kapp�lum app�lum �ki e�ka� p�miyil� 틆 putiya p�mpo�ilaik ka椿u ata춙� p틐 u�k�rv튾. n� e췃a� i�춊caiyai ve�ippa�uttum ku�al�ka irupp�y ne쨇i� icaip pirav�kam a�ke�untu paravi namaic cukattu� 饍ttum �yi춙m n� e�ku應�y? a춑�, u� ka�ik�rnta varavukk�ka t퉧nta�intu p튻�mal e� iyalpaik k�pp�윜ac cittam ko�v묶. 02-05-1968 13. i춊 n涉ka� po�utell�m maki�cci ko�v튾 i췃u intam�laip po�util a춑� e춁tu ta춊t tuyarka�i춁i e�uttukk�웙 u�춙�aiya ma춁nilaiyaik ku�appivi葺묶. �, e�춁i ma�춊pp�y, i췃aip p튽a mu�춁m orup틊um n惜 tuyarka乙l� m養ka�ikkap pa�avillai. ata��웤튽um e�춁i a웙y�mal avai ve�iy�ki윜u. itayam atai metuv�ka ve�iy튋웙윜u. karun�lak ka�al alaika� tava�ntu vantu ka�aiciyil� ve黜uraiyai n�m u�k�rnta karaiyi춊l� v�cukaiyil tumiyi� c�ral k�윜비u mukatti춊l� cilirp p嚴�i윜u aruki춊l� n� irunt�y amaitiy�ka, attataiyum k뱉�apa�i. ki�i쨇al o췃ai viral�l� cu椿ivi葺�y atup틐p pa葺u viraiv�ka 비iyat틆 ci웙ya na椿u. t�ratt� ci웫varell�m alaika乙�u tu應ivi�aiy葉uki잀r a�k� t빎i 틆attil y�ry�r� u�k�rntu應�r oruma춊ta� karaine�uka 비icce췃惜 �rama�al m�ti춊l k�l putaiyum�웫 ira椿oruvar na�antu ce췃�r n惜 e� ne쨇i� p�ra�ka� atta춁iyum u춁kku mu��� ma�alm�tu pa�uttapa�i parappal惜묶. n� ma葺um ivvulak�y irupp�y惜�l ni�alv�cum p�taiyil� na�appataipp튽 c�ma葺um tuyarattaik k性�v�웫 cant튰am�y n惜um v饍tal k嚴um n� ma葺um illaiya�i ulakam i�k�, nitamum n惜 cintikkum ma춊ta m�cc�l p�mo葺u virintatup튽 p�tta ne쨇ap p�vi춊l� pu�utipa�um katai co��묶 n惜. i�am�laip po�uta�intu mella mella iru�vantu kavikaiyil� u춎ukattil pa�uvu윜a itayatti� cumaiyaik ka椿묶. pa�apa�akkum vi�ika�i� k湜 imaiyil ca윜� ta�ampuki췃a vi�i n�raik ka椿묶. v惜il t�rakaika� ovvo췃�l o�irum p틊il 'a�ak�ka irukki웏tim m�lai' e춑�y 惜�l n� ipp틊� mau춊y惜�y. i췃u inta i�am�laip po�util a춑�, e춁tu ta춊t tuyarka�i춁i e�uttukk�웙 u�춙�aiya ma춁nilaiyaik ku�appivi葺묶. u�maiyil n惜 perum嚴a� u춁tu ne쨇i� i�춊caiyaik k뱉pata웛ut tava웙 u췃a� icaiyi춁iyum apacuram�y m�윜ivi葺묶 i췃u inta i춊mai tava� po�utai n�yum i�appata웛uc ce웪묶 n惜 periyam嚴a�. u�춙�aiya vi�ika�il n�r tu�irkkum�웫 oru po�utum i춊ttuyaraik k�읂� a춑�, u�춙�aiya itayattil tuyari� ni�al oruci웙tum e춊l iruntu pa�akk嚴�tu. e�춁ruk� amarnti�uka u춁tu ne쨇i� i�춊caiyaip parappi�uka n惜 k뱉ki췃묶 e�춙�aiya tuyarell�m e춁kk� contam i춊 n涉ka� po�utell�m maki�cci ko�v튾. 15-10-1968 14. t�rattu mi�춁l p�v性am p튽 e�춙� puttu�arvu c�웙yatu 틆ka�amt惜 m辰�um u춑u웏ttil p�rtt묶 n惜. t�rv�tiyil e�umpum canta�iyaip p�rttapa�i ni췃irunt�y c튋웙� ci웫 n�kkalukku�. caikki�il� e췃ump튽 ce췃a e춁tu vi�ika�il� u� t틹웏m ta웒eyal�y m틊i uluppiyatum p�v性amp튽 e�춙� puttu�arvu c�웙yatu. n�t惜� mu춑um i�ku ni웛um i�am ci웫mi? 퉡� 틆 n葉k�lai veyyil erikkaiyil ik k튋웏�iyil kaiyil ki�ice웙y�k kampe�uttu 틆 葉�ait turattiya acci웫mi n�t惜�? n�t惜 ava� anta n辰�a karuvi�ika� �r�ram�ka atai e춁kkuk k�웙춁. �m, app틊u n�y틆 arumpu. a�ikka�i n惜 ippakkam caikka�il� 튋i varukaiyil n� ni웤ata춁ik ka椿u應묶. n퉟am po�uti췃i epp틊um inta i�attil iraiccalu�a� v�ka춁�ka� p튻aiyil n� vantu ni웛ak ka椿u應묶. 惜�lum pi�춁r u춁i avvi�attil k性avillai. epp틊um ni웛um i�attil palan贍�y ippakkam caikki�il n惜 튋i varukaiyil n� nill� tirunta ni춁iv� e춁kkillai. e춁kkum palan�웫 tollaika�t惜. i췃�, tolaivil ti蠢re췃틆 mi�춁l a�ittatup튽 u춚i�iyaik ka椿묶 n惜. n�t惜 ava� anta n辰�a karuvi�ika� �t�ram�ka atai e춁kkuk k�웙춁. k튋웏�iyil kaiyil ki�ice웙y�k kampe�uttu 틆 葉�ait turattiya acci웫mi n�y퉡惜. ipp틊u n�y틆 i�aiya putiyamalar. mukk葉�u ne윜i ik k튋웙� ci웫mu�ukk�l epp� te춊춙m e춁kku i춊t teriyum. 1-12-1968 15. a�iy� ni�alka� u應atti� u應um u�ali� a�uve�kum ko應appa焌tu kuvintu ki�anta i�amait taruvi� i�anta�irka� ettai춁iy�....? va�amaippa�iy� va�arntu malarnta u�arvu malaril utirntavait惜 etta춁iy� atta춁iyum e�k� a�intu ma웏int�lum puttam putit�ka me춎퉘um p�tta춁v� p�ttavaika� m辰�um putar a�iyil v湜nta춁v�... p�tta malari� putumai a�iy�tu ko應ak ko�ukka, ku�irntu civantakaram a應i e�ukkum, 틆 antip po�uti췃i v饍v� ve웙t�y va�arntu cu�ikaiyil n� t贍 aka윜i vaitt�y... ta춊ttuk katava�iyil k�ttirunt�y: u췃a� ka웫tta vi�ika�il� p�tta malari� putumai ma�attata�i... cantippu n퉟al cakajam e춊l nammu�aiya pintik ki�aitta pi�aippum atup벼잀? antip po�uti� a�akil palan贍, u� u應atti� u應um u�ali� a�uve�kum ko應appa焌tu kuvintu ki�anta i�amait taruvi� i�anta�irka� etta춁iy�? va�amaip pa�iy� va�arntu malarnta u�arvu malaril utirntavait惜 etta춁iy�? atta춁iyum c퉟ttu n� arppa�ikkak k�ttirunt�y etta춁iy� n葉ka� evar varavukk�kav�, e�춁ipp튽 n�yum irunt�y, etirp�rttu! o췃aip p튽 뱄ki urukum ira椿u�a�ka� o췃uvatil u應a iyalpai u�arvitt�y, o췃aip p튽 뱄ki urukum ira椿u�a�ka� o췃uvatil u應a ukappai u�arvitt�y. n� u� malarai, ni춁ivi� i춊maika�ai t묶 taravivaitta civanta ita�ka�i��l a춑a�ippuc ceyt�y akatti� u�arvuka�aik kavvi e�utt�y ka춊nta ita�ka�i��l... ovv틆 ka�amum va�arntu malarkaiyil u� ne쨇ak ka춊ka� e� ne쨇il a�unti춁 ak ko쨇ap po�ut� ni춁ivil ku�irki웏t�! n�ti웏ntu vaitta katavi� nilaippa�iyu� n惜 nu�ainta p틊u na춁inta uta�uka�ai i�춙m a�uttit tu�aiy� tirukki췃묶 i췃um u춁tu ita�i� mirutuvi춁i e췃a� uta葺il ci웏iyi葺u vaittu應묶. cantippu n퉟al cakajam e춊l, avv�읂 cantitta pi�춁r ta춊ttup pirivatuvum e췃a� ka춁vil e춁tu ni춁ivuka�il n� vantu p틊al nika�um. atup튽a u췃a� ka춁vil u춁tu ni춁ivuka�il n惜 vantu p틊al cilan贍 na�aipe웏l�m... n�yum ni춁ivum ni춁ivi� cumaika�um c�yum po�util cariyum ni�alp튽a n辰�u va�arkaiyil e� ne쨇am ka춁kki웏tu... 13-12-1968 16. nilavu po�inta 틆 iravu v밸aiyil nilavu po�inta iravu v밸aiyil kollaiyil c퉣al k�vikk뱉�atu. a�utta v蜃�ilum ata웛ap p�lum kollaiyil irunta c퉣al k�vi춁. vi잀ntaiyil vant묶 m묶i ku�irntatu. nilavu k�rai muka葺il� ni췃atu ilaika� metuv�y calacalatta춁 nilavu vi�uttiya ni�alka� acainta춁. ci웫n�r peytu tirumpi varukaiyil kamukil pa�arnta ve윜i�ait ta�irka� o�ukiyanilavil o�irak ka椿묶 ki�a윜uk ko葺il cintiya n�ril o�ittu�i pa葺up po�upo�uttatu. ilaika� m辰�um calacalatta춁 nilavu vi�uttiya ni�alka� acainta춁 tuv�yi��l p틆ttit tuyilac ce췃묶 iru椿a a웏iyil k�raiyi� i�ukk�l nilavu kacintatu ni�al vi�uttiyatu kollaiyil m辰�um c퉣al k�viyatu a�utta v蜃�ilum ata웛app�lum ovvo췃�kak k�vi amarnta춁. ka�avil� karukko椿a pe�y�rum irunt�l iravil c퉣al k�vum�m nilavu po�inta iravil orun贍 c퉣al k�vukaiyil, y�r� co�춁tai ni춁ikkaiyil metuv�yc cirippu vantatu. terinta pe�ka�il ni춁ivu ce췃atu. iru椿a a웏iyil katavi� i�ukk�l nilavu kacintatu nittirai y惜묶. 4-12-1969. 17. k�li v�tiyil k�li v�tiyil ava�aikka椿묶 aintu ma춊kkuk kant틆 vi葺atum k�rka�um paska�um iraintu kalanta nericalil ma춊tar ne�intu cellum k�li v�tiyil ava�aik ka椿묶. cilumpiya k�ntalait ta�aviyav�웫 pasni웫ttattil avva쨇i ni췃ataik ka椿묶. ava�aik ka�antu celkaiyil m辰�um p�rtt묶 `very nice girl' e춁 ma춁m mu�umu�uttatu. va�iyil na�ant묶. avacarak�riya m�kac celkaiyil ni춁ivum atil� ni춁ittu ni웛aiyil k�li v�tiyil ka椿묶 ava�ai k�rka�um paska�um iraintu kalanta nericalil n惜um nerintuna�ant묶 7-2-1969 18. n惜 va�arnta karuppai n惜va�arnta karuppaiyai n惜 i�antu p벼묶k性... n惜 va�arnta karuppai, �m n惜 va�arnta karuppaiyai n惜 i�antu p벼묶k性... e�춙�aiya vittu vi�untu mu�aitta i�am e�춙�aiya vittu vi�untu va�arnta i�am e�춙�aiya vittu va�arntu malarnta i�am anta i�attai a�iy비u n惜 i�ant묶... anta i�attai a�iy비u n惜 i�ant묶... v饍vu malar o췃ai mara�am pocukkiyatu v饍vi� malar, ta� ma�attai ve�iye�kum v�ci nilaittirukka vi葺u vi葺uc c�ve�춙m t�yil ku�ittut ti蠢re� 웏�intatuk性. �m�m mah�kavi, e� a춑� i웏ntu vi葺�y n� i웏kku mu�춁r ira椿uma�i mu춑uvarai u��비u n惜 irunt묶 u� aruk� ni췃irunt묶... ka葺ilil n辰�u ki�ant�y naraikalanta n葉i va�arntu ta�arntu ka�aittirunt�y v뱉ikkaip p퉏cum cirippum vi�aipe윜up p틐vi葺a춁 u�춊�am iruntu. n틐ppa葺a m�rvu valikkute췃�y vaittiyaraik k嚴�ivant묶 p�rtt�r avar, �ci marunt튋웏cco���r pi� 葉ka� ni윜al nallatalla e췃� avar na�ant�r... 葉ka� ni윜al nallatalla... �kaiyi��l ki葺avantu 'p틐varuki읂�' e췃묶 p틐v�rum e췃oru col colvata웛um v�rttait tu�aiviyi췃i mall�rntu ka葺ilil n辰�u ki�ant� e� kaipa윜ik ki葺a i�utte�utt�y ki葺a i�ut te�uttu ne쨇il ki�atti��y... ne쨇il ki�attukaiyil mu葺ivarum ka黜�raik ka� imaikku� m嚴ivi葺u mellat talaiyacaittup p튻a vi�ai ko�utt�y p튻a vi�ai ko�utt�y n�m pirintu p벼튾 k性... ma윜a n贍 vant묶 va웙t�yk ka�anta antak ka葺ilaitt惜 ka椿묶, u� ka葺ilaitt惜 ka椿묶 k性... ka葺ilil n辰�u ka�ant� e� kaipa윜ik ki葺a i�utte�uttu ne쨇il ki�attukaiyil mu葺ivarum ka黜�raik ka� imaikku� m嚴ivi葺u mellat talaiyacaittup p튻a vi�ai ko�utta n� i웏ntu p벼�y�m... 'n� i웏ntu p벼�y neruk ke췃a te춏e쨇u' pu應iya�avil oru p�cciyi춁it ta웒eyal�yc c�ka�ittu vi葺ut tavittuk kala�kiya n� i웏ntu p벼�y e� ne쨇am pata웙yatu... pe葺iyi� n辰�u ki�antu tuyilvataitt惜 ma윜an葉 ka椿묶. ma�itta mukatt비u nittirait惜 e췃u ni춁ikkumpa�i ki�ant�y nittirai alla, atu nittiraiy� alla i춊 etti춁mum m辰�um e�untirukka m葉焌ta n辰�a mara�am atu n辰�a mara�am k性... anta mara�attu� 饍ntu ki�antau춁ip p�rtpa�i ni췃묶 n惜 p�rttapa�i ni췃묶 k性... n辰�u ki�antapa�i n� tuyi췃a pe葺iyi춁i va椿iyil� 튋웫ta웛u n惜um iru kaiko�utt묶 kai ko�uttu vi葺uk karunt�rp perunteruvaip p�rttapa�i ni췃묶 n惜 p�rttapa�i ni췃묶 k性... v蜃�il� cu윜att�r v湜ntu pulampiyatai n蜃�ik ki�antapa�i n� tuyi췃a pe葺iyi춁i cu黜am i�itta maka� c틆ntu vi�untata춁i ka黜� e춁 um ma춁ivi kata웙yatai na�par u춁ippa윜i nalluraika� k�웙yatai 'pu應i a�avil oru p�cciyi춁i' 틊iyatai p�rttapa�i ni췃묶 n惜 p�rttapa�i ni췃묶 k性... p葉aiyait t븍il palap퉟 cumantata춁ip p葉aiyi� pi���l palap퉟 na�antata춁i 븝ki uyarnta pa춁ika� ucumpiyatai p�rttapa�i ce췃묶 n惜 p�rttapa�i ce췃묶 k性... ka葺ai a�ukkik ka웫ttu ne�utta u� ka葺aiyai a�k튋웙 vaittata춁ik ka椿묶 n惜... ka葺aika�ai m퉘um ka웫ttu ne�utta u�al m�ti춊l 튋웙 ma웏ittataiyum ka椿묶 n惜... k틊i otukka otukkak kulaintu vi�um ka葺a윜a u� k퉏am k�윜il ulaintu kalaintu pa웏ntata춁ik ka葺aika�i� 嚴� cila ka�a�ka� ka椿묶 n惜. avva�av�, avva�av�, anta ne�umpa춁ika� 븝ki uyarnt� ulaiyum cu�alaiyi�ai n薪k� ni춁ivuka�ai ne쨇il cumantiruntu m性柱ri� c�mpal pa�inta am m뱉�i춊l� m辰�um oru ma춊ta�... m묶maik ku�a�ka�i� p性�am�y v饍nt벼 palarait ta� a춑i��l ka葺i i�aikkum ka춊nta irutayattaip pe윜벼, ma춊ta i춁m pe윜a p튋�kat ta웛�la v饍vait ta춁tu kavitaika�il cittarittu vaitta ci웏nta peru�kavi쨅� inta n�윜性�i� i�aina�uvil v饍ntirunta m�kavi, �m, n� mara�ap perunt�yil c�mpar�y vi葺�y. u�춙�aiya c�mpal acc�mpal ti�alil ta춊ttuk teriyavillai... c�mpalil� u椿u ta춊tta춎ai? � antac c�mpalil� u椿u ta춊tta춎ai a춑a��? ell�m mu�inta춁 ell�m mu�inta춁 k性... ell�m mu�inta pi웏ku ta�ata�attu 비uki췃a va椿iyil� u�k�rn tirukkaiyil v蜃um ve�iyum viraintu ka�ikaiyil patt性�uk�lap paciya ni0춁ivuka� pottuk ki�ampum ta춊maip po�util n� ill� tirukkum i�appi� ka춁ti, e� ne쨇il ni웏intatu e� ne쨇il ni웏ittatu k性... 븝ki uyarnta pa춁ika鍮, pa춁ika�i�ait t俺kik ki�antu tu�ukku윜u v�cuki웏 k�윜�, akk�윜il va�arnte�umpum vent�y�, vent�yil ventu pi� k�윜il vicu웫椿u celluki췃a c�mpalt tuka�ka鍮 u�ka�aipp튽 n惜um iruntirunt�l... n惜 틆 ma춊ta� narampum u�arccika�am u應a oruva� u웏vi� nerukkattil u應am ku�aintum pirivu uluppukaiyil u應am u�aintu kala�kik kaca�kiyum v饍ntu ma�iyum ma춊ta� n薪k� ni춁ivil ni춁ivi� ni�alka�il ca쨇arikkum p틊u tavittuk kala�kuki췃a v밸ai pala u應a v饍vai u�aiyava� �kaiyi��l, e�춁i arumpuki췃a k�latt� ka椿u pi�ittava� k性�ma� p벼ata��l e�춁i matitta itayam ma웏intata��l e�춙�aiya �kkika�il o췃ai i�antata��l i췃u kala�kik kaciki췃묶 ikkacivai �윜uta웛�ka ava춊� ni춁ivuka�i� �윜ukka� m�til u�k�rntu ki椿uki췃묶... patt性�u k�lam pa�inta ni춁ivuka�ai m辰�um i�untuvantu m辰�um atil v饍ki췃묶. 24-06-1971. 19. n�l�va�a� ni춁iv�ka u�춊�am varukaiyil n惜 oru ci웫va� ka� vi�ukk�ta p耶aik ku葺ip튽 ulakam a웙y� oru p�laka��y u�춊�am vant묶. n� u� kavitai m贍ikai v�calai e춁tu ka� etir ti웏ntu k葉�i��y n�l�va�aiyi� ka�a웛arai ma�alil n� u� kavitai v辰aiyai m蜃�i��y... �, e� kavi쨅��, u춁tu kavitai m贍ikai v�calum u춁tu kavitai v辰aiyi� n�tamum e춁tu ne쨇i춁i atira vaitta춁. e춁tu ne쨇i� e�k� m�laiyil m嚴u椿iruntata kavitaiyi� �윜u anta atirvi��l ti웏ntu ko椿atu. u춁tu icaiyil, e� kavitaiyi� 惜m� uyirpe� 웕�untatu. �, e� kavi쨅��, n�y� e�춁ik kavi쨅춙m �kki��y n�y� e�춁i uyirpe웏c ceyt�y u춌avi va춁ttil inta i�a�kuyil n辰�a k�lam�yp p葉ittirintatu. k�lam namatu kavitai v惜il� iru椿a mukilka�aik ko椿uvantatu k�lam namatu u웏vi� paritiyai iru椿a mukilka乙l m嚴i ma웏ittatu. �, e� kavi쨅��, namatu u웏vi� paritiyai ma웏itta karumukil kumpalaic cita웙 a�ikka n� 묶 u춁tu c�잀va�iyi춁i a춙ppav� illai. n�y� u춁tu c�잀va�iyi춁i a춙ppav� illaiy�. namatu p�tai pirintatu t붓� n惜� putiya ce쨇�riya춊� ticaiyi춁i n튻kip paya�am to�a�ki�묶 n�yumorun贍 e�춙�a� antat ticaiyi춊l varuv�y e췃um nampi�묶. �! e� kavi쨅��, a춁ittum mu�intatu. n�y� u춁tu ne�um paya�attai etirp�r�ta vakaiyil� i췃u mu�ittuk ko椿at�y tanti ki�aittatu. tu�ittuk ko椿ate� ne쨇u. tolaivil�, n�l�va�aiyi� ka�a웛araik k�윜il 틐�ta u춌avitai olippata춁ik k뱉p묶 n惜. 'ma黜i�ai iravuk ka�춊yi� 葉ci i�춙m t퉧avillai i�am te�춁iyi� 튽aika� pa黜iya i춑ap p葉�uka� 틐avillai...' 틐�ta u춊tayam 틐ntatuv�m 惜�lum 틐�ta u춌avitai olippati춁ik k뱉p묶 n惜. u춁tu ca�alam citaiyil� erivatai a췃퉘 atu틆 ku�iyu� putaivataik k性pata웛�ka n惜 varavillai... ituv� u춁kkue� i웫ti a쨇ali. e춁tu tuyaraiyum, perum�cci춁iyum u춁tu ni춁ivi� cam�tiyi� m�tu camarppa�am ceyki읂� c�ntiko� a춑a��! 12-01-1975 20. ta춊mai iravu ve�iyil� k�윜u melle춁 acaiyum mara�ka�il ilaika� calacalat tolikkum iru椿a v惜il� ve應ika� mi춙�kum. amaiti... e�kum amaitiy� tuyilum inta iravil u춁tu ni춁ivuka� e�춙� ki�arum... ca�춁l�l nu�aiyum me춃i웫 k�윜u u춁tu m�cc�y e�춁i uracum e췃� nukarnta u� k�ntali� na웫ma�am ikka�am e춁tu n�ciyai na춁ikkum t�marai mukaiyi� nu춊yil� e춁tu n�vu pa�inta �ram kaciyum ni춁ivuka� cumanta ta춊mai irav� n辰�u... n辰�u... n辰�u .... ka�iyum. 29-6-1976. 21. oru t붓a춊� mara�am a�akiya ka춁vu kalaintu karaintatu k�laiyi� antat tuyari춁i u�arnt묶 i�akiya u�arvuka� u웏intu ku�irnta춁 v饍kkai o췃u mu�intatai a웙nt묶. cilacila n葉ka�il cilacila nimi�am kataiparim�웙t t붓amai p嶪�a nika�vuka�... 'p�puji' etir� k言� ni�alil pu�춁kai cintiya po�utuka�... a춑i� ku�ircciyaik kaika乙l u�arttum u춁tu ta�uvalka�... e췃um� ivaika� nirumpavum nika犁. e춁tu p�taiyil etirppa焌 va黜am mara�am u�춁i va�ima웙ttatu. i�akiya u�arvuka� u웏intu ku�irnta춁 u춁tu v饍kkai mu�intatai a웙nt묶 a�akiya ka춁vu kalaintu karaintatu k�laiyil antat tuyari춁i u�arnt묶. �yi춙m e�춁 �yi춙m e�춁 t붓amai u춁tu peyaril� u�atu e춁tu p�taiyil etirppa焌 va黜am mara�am u�춁i va�ima웙tt�lum e춁tu p�taiyil etirppa�um va黜am ni춁ivuka� u�춁i uyirppa�ai vikkum�. 15-4-1977 22. v饍vum mara�amum kamal�t퉣iyi� mara�a �rvalattil umatu k�ril� n惜um irunt묶 m�tam o췃ut惜 ka�intatu; ma웫n贍 umatu n辰�a mara�a �rvalattil k�lna�aiy�ka n惜um to�arnt묶. ata웛u m耶읂 ti춁�ka�il mu춑ut惜 tiruma�a v蜃�il ma�ka�a icaiyil arukaruk�ka n涉ka� irunt튾 ata웛u m耶읂 ti춁�ka�i� pi춑ut惜 a�ukural i�aiy�, p및aiyu� umatu m紳�t tuyili� k튽am ka椿묶a. mara�ka� a�arnta k튾paiya� ti�alil umatu c�mpalum pukaintu ta�intatu v饍kkai ituv�? mara�amum ituv�? v饍kkai etta춁i cumaiy�y iruppi춙m v饍tal i춊yat�. mara�am etta춁i ilakuv�y iruppi춙m mara�am ko�iyat�. ata춊춙m ko�iyatu umatu mara�am malaicarintatu p벼웏tu� mara�am 饍nta amaitiyil i�iyi� mu�akkam�yt ti蠢re춁 vantatu. v饍vi� nampikkai ta�arntatu oruka�am iruttali� a�itta�am kulu�ki acaintatu t�kkamum vi�ipp�y ni춁ivuc cu�alka乙yk karaintu ka�intatu. n葉ka� nakarum n涉ka�um ematu p튻kil� to�arntu putiya춁 muyalv튾 v饍kkai itut惜 mara�amum itut惜. c튻am i�aikki�ai cu�um emne쨇ai tu�ikkum em itayam mara�am v饍vi춁i va�ima웙tt�lum ni춁ivil umv饍vu ne�ukilum to�arum... 20-06-1979.. 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